The love life that lives

Lockdown part 3

Since Christmas is over with and the prime minister announcing a 3rd lockdown I am sat here on my bed thinking to myself if it wasn't for Brad I would be going crazy I'm happy to have a loving family and can't believe Eliza will be 2 time really does fly by when your happy and having fun even though we have lockdown we have 9.2+ million people vaccinated in the world let's hope this will be the last lockdown for all of the world and hope we can get back to a normal life whatever normal will be in the years to come no one will know until we get there but all we can do is hope and pray that the vaccinations work for everyone we will be having 3 vaccines on the go soon which is good which means we will hit our target of 15 million before the summer I hope. This lockdown is the same boring shit and I am getting fed up with it I'm stuck at home bored shitless just me and a 1 and a half year old to talk to face to face I just hope I can start going out to see my friends in coffee cafes and shops the whole lot my hair and nails are in need of attention they are both all out of hand I have not been able to get a hair cut in months and get my nails sorted in months either I look a mess I'm not that beautiful looking wife I'm a house mum I need to loose weight and I feel ugly and so out of place Brad keeps going off to work at his orphanage which I think is good but I miss him immensely we've hardly had time to ourselves due to lock down and Eliza we both really need a break a holiday even time away just the two of us. Valentines is on the way and we can't do anything about it because of lockdown we can't go out so I'll be at home with Brad drinking wine like I am all alone but really I'm not. I just hope this will end for good i miss seeing my family and friends properly. I miss being able to eat a meal on not have a limit on how many I can meet up with for a meal. I just wish this never happened it's not fair on anyone. Eliza is growing up fast and not many of my family have met her at this rate they won't meet her until she's like 3 or something like that. I hope soon we can finally have a family reunion I miss everyone and I miss being able to hug them all and have parties and bbqs hopefully we can do all that before the year ends. Let's hope for the best Brad is not his normal self I know this because he's been like this for months just eating and drinking wine he misses his family and friends. He is also really stressed out due to working non stop and also not knowing what he is doing because of the restrictions. I also know he hates wearing the mask because he finds it really difficult to breathe but before you know it everything will be back to normal and it will be as if none of this actually happened.