Brielle: July 19th 2017
I stand in Cains spare bedroom with my ear pressed against the door, I'm trying to see if I can hear anything. My body and my instincts are telling me that it's Daniel at the door but my brain is telling me different. After a minute I finally hear Cains raspy voice, "what the hell are you doing here?" He says in an annoyed tone, "you haven't been answering any of my calls!" A woman responds. Oh... a woman... I slowly back away from the door and sit down on my bed and decide to mind my own business.
After about 5 minutes of hearing the odd shout from the woman it goes completely silent. Maybe she left? All the sudden the door swings open and I jump back further onto my bed. It's a tall blonde woman, she looks about 20 something, and she looks like a freakin model. "Oh my god Cain! Tell me right now why there is a young girl in your house!" She shrieks, she looks me up and down like I'm some foreign creature. Cain comes rushing around the corner, "fuck sakes Dana! Mind your own business!" He shouts in an angry voice... A voice I haven't really heard yet. Except when I was hiding in the basement of his worksite. "I'm not minding my own business when there is some doe eyed girl standing in your house half dressed looking like she's fresh out of the shower!" The crazy lady yells. I decide to speak up, "I'm not a kid lady, now get out of my room", I tell her as I stand up off the bed to appear more confident.
"You're screwing her aren't you?!" She gasps at Cain, "of course not!" He responds almost sounding revolted by the idea. "I don't believe you!" She yells back, "can you take your couples fight away from me please!?" I snap making them both freeze and look back at me. Dana struts towards me with her chin up high like she's just top shit, "he doesn't want you doll face, you are just some little innocent girl. A guy like him would never give someone like you his time of day", she says under her breath, like she's trying not to let Cain hear but by the look on his face he heard anyways. "Cool I don't want him either", I shrug my shoulders trying to act unphased.
They finally leave the room and I can let out the breath I was holding in. Fuck I haven't had to deal with any confrontation with anyone besides Daniel in a long time, and with him I just took the lecture and didn't fight back or I would make it 1000 times worse. After about 10 minutes I hear Cain approach my door, he doesn't knock right away though, it looks like he's just pacing outside the room, finally after a minute he knocks, "what?" I say in neutral voice. He opens the door and stares at me for a second. "I'm really fuckin sorry about that", he says, I don't even bother to look up at him I just shrug my shoulders, "it's fine we all have personal lives", I tell him acting like I don't care. "Dana isn't even a part of my life, she's just a booty call", he says bluntly, "it's not my business", I shrug again.
He walks further into the room and sits right down on the end of my bed. I am sitting cross legged in booty shorts and I'm feeling suddenly exposed... "you are trying to act fine with everything but I know you're not", he says, I finally look up at him and try with all my might not to get sucked into his electric eyes. "I barely know you Cain, you can umm sleep with whoever you want. I think it's actually time I get ready to go... I will figure something out but I don't think I should stay here any longer", I blurt out, "shut up Brielle", he says annoyed, "what?!" I say shocked at his tone with me. "You're not going anywhere yet" he states, "umm I'm sorry but that's not up to you!" I say frustrated.
"Just stay a little longer..." he says with an indifferent look on his face, "why? By the looks of your reaction when Dana suggested you were umm... sleeping with me, I don't think you want me around much longer anyways", I sass. He looks at me with a frown, "I'm sorry if that hurt you but I'm not sleeping with you", he says bluntly. "Yes I know! You've made it abundantly clear that you would never ever have sex with me! I get it okay!? I look nothing like that model girl... I am boring, plain! Just get out Cain please... I'm embarrassed enough already!" I start crying into my hands. I feel the bed shift then suddenly he hands are wrapped around my wrists. He pulls my hands into his lap and I look up into his bold blue eyes.
"I wouldn't be having sex with you Bri...", he whispers and another tear escapes my eyes, "I would be fucking the shit out of you", he finishes. "Oh", I gasp. "You're not ready for a guy like me baby... believe me I want to, god I want to tear off every last bit of your clothes right fucking now but I can't..." he admits leaving me soaked between the thighs. "Cain..." is all I can manage to say. "Don't ever suggest that I don't want you Brielle, I've never wanted anyone in my life. I've always just taken what I need from random women and then I would continue on with my life, I wouldn't have a second thought about them, but fuck princess... my thoughts about you have been keeping me up at night".
"What have you been thinking about?" I ask him innocently, "I'm not going to tell you... who knows maybe someday I can show you", he smirks. "Show me now Cain", I ask him with a hint of desperation in my voice. "Bri..." he sighs, "please Cain, I just want to forget everything for a minute", I whisper staring down at my hands that are fidgeting with the blanket. "Come here", he says sternly making my eyes shoot up to him. "What?", I say shyly... "you want me to show you what I've been thinking about or not?" He smirks, fuck now I'm not so sure... I want his hands on me so badly but he makes me so nervous. "Get over here, don't worry I'm going to take it very slow with you".
I crawl over closer to him on the bed, he is sitting on the edge and I'm kneeling beside him. "Lay down", he says gently, and I do as I'm told. I lay on my back beside him and close my eyes. I feel the bed move and then I feel him kneeling over my body, I'm only wearing shorts and a thin white tee so I am quite exposed, "so beautiful", he whispers as he starts to trail his hand gentle from my ankle all the way up to my hip. I try hard to keep still but the tickling sensation has me twitching my body under his touch. He then brings his hand up to my bare stomach, he rubs me gently then he works his way up to my chest, "you can tell me to stop at any time baby", he says softly, I open my eyes and look into his eyes, "don't stop", he smirks and then moves his hand up to my bare chest and rubs his thumb over my nipple making me twitch and moan out, "mmm".
"I've wanted to do this all fuckin day Bri, god the way your tits were showing through this shirt... you were driving me wild", he rasps out, "touch me more Cain" I beg him. "Remember we are going slow baby", he reminds me, "I know I'm just so... I just want... ugh I don't know", I say in frustration. "I'll give you what you want", he whispers in my ear. He drops his hand from my breast and tickles his hand down to the waistband of my shorts, he slightly tucks his fingers in the fabric but then he pulls them out, "Cain please", I try and thrust my hips closer to his touch, "patience", he smiles.
Instead of going in my shorts he touched my most sensitive spot over the fabric with his strong hand. My body immediately starts tingling, "feel good princess?" He asks me, "mmm" I moan out and close my eyes, he keeps rubbing my clit over my shorts in a circular motion, his touch is delicate yet manly, he knows exactly what he's doing... "open your eyes Bri", he grumbles. I shoot my eyes open and look at him, he smirks at me and then starts moving his finger faster, "oh god Cain", I moan out. "Is this what you wanted baby?" He asks me, just then he quickly slides his hand inside my shorts and touches my bare, drenched pussy for the first time. I almost instantly orgasm under his expert hand, "yes!!", I cry out as I explode into a million pieces.
Cain pulls his hand out of my shorts and stares me deeply in the eyes as he licks his fingers clean, "fuck you sound so sweet when you cum baby and damn you taste even better", he says making me blush, "that was... wow", I say breathlessly. He gives me a cocky grin as he gets up off my bed, when he turns around I notice the massive bulge in his pants, my mouth drops open... holy fuck... "umm do you want me to?" I point at his hard on. He chuckles at me, "no no today was about you", he says sweetly. I climb up off the bed and walk towards him, "kiss me" I ask him quietly... "Bri..." he responds, "what?" I ask confused. "I don't kiss" he states, "huh?" "I don't kiss... kissing involves too much emotion and passion and that's not what I'm tryin to do". "Are you serious?" I ask him shocked. "Yes I'm sorry Bri, I don't do the kissing and cuddling", he says with a frown forming and then he turns around and leaves the room leaving me breathless and still vibrating on the bed.
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RomanceBrielle Hollis: The last year of my life I have spent in complete agony. I ran away from my family and my whole life when I was 18, for a man who turned out to be a monster. July 17th 2018 is the day I ran away from that monster, and ran straight...