before you go // larry stylinson

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buckle your seatbelts kiddos this is gonna hurt like a bitch

louis was pacing the floor waiting for an update on harry and praying to god his best friend would be ok "louis sit down" niall said worriedly "SIT DOWN? SIT DOWN? ARE YOU FUCKING MENTAL? MY BEST FRIEND IS IN THERE AND HE COULD DIE, DIE NIALL DO YOU HEAR ME FUCKING DIE" louis screamed, collapsing to the floor in broken sobs "i-i'm sorry ni i d-didn't mean to take it out on you i j-just, god that's harry in there, my b-best friend, my baby, goddammit niall he's m-m-my everything i love him more than i've loved a-anyone else" niall sat down next to louis and gave him a hug which wasn't an easy task seeing as louis was curled up in a tight ball, his body racking with sobs. "please let him be okay please" louis looked up at the cracking hospital ceiling, his eyes glistening with tears. niall just squeezed louis tighter not knowing how to comfort the poor lad. "it hurts. god it hurts so bad. i feel like someone ripped my heart out and is stabbing it repeatedly, what if he doesn't make it niall i don't think i can live without him" louis choked. "hey don't think like that louis, we have to stay strong for harry, you and i both know he's gonna push through this he's harry for goodness sakes the boy has hurt himself more times than i can count and he always gets right back up and he's going to do the same here knowing him he'll walk through those doors any minute now, not a scratch on him." louis smiled at the thought, knowing full well that wasn't going to happen. all of a sudden the doors swung open revealing a head of curls, louis shot up with hope shining in his eyes but sat down with a dejected look on his face when he realized that it was just a nurse who happened to have the same type of hair as his harry. liam had walked in just as louis sat down, he looked at the blue eyed boy with sympathy. " hey bud how are you?" louis looked up at him with tears spilling out of his eyes "liam i think i love him" liam's breath hitched "really?" louis just nodded "are you gonna tell him?" liam asked softly, louis nodded " he could die tonight, if he doesn't there's no way in hell i'm gonna let him leave without telling him how i feel"

a few hours later...

"is anyone here for a mr. harry styles?" louis shot up "what's wrong? what happened? is he okay? please tell me he's okay" the doctor gave him a small smile "he's doing surprisingly well for his condition he's very strong" niall gave louis a knowing smile "see what did i tell ya mate?" louis gave him a look and turned back to the doctor "can we see him?" he pleaded "he's in a stable enough condition so it's fine" at that louis shoved past the poor doctor "wait you don't even know what room he's in" liam shouted, louis skidded to a stop and without turning around shouted back, "what room" liam sighed "317" and with that louis disappeared and the rest of the group began making their way in the direction louis had gone. when they finally arrived at the door they saw louis standing there looking at harry with tears in his eyes. "hey mate what's up?" liam asked concerned. louis looked at him "i can't do it liam i can't" zayn tilted his head to the side "do what?" "tell him i love him" louis cried "i just can't he's in there all vulnerable and weak " niall put his arms around louis' shoulder " how about this mate you tell him once he gets out of this place yeah?" louis just nodded, took a deep breath and walked in the room.

I LITERALLY FORGOT TO UPDATE IM SO SORRY IM RLLY OVERWHELMED W SCHOOLWORK AND SPORTSADJJDHS

surprise i actually wrote full sentences :o

i hope my writing wasn't too crappy i've never been too good at writing full paragraphs but i tried my best :)