All is Fair in Love and War (harry potter x reader)

Memory lane

im hungry😃👍 anyway here is your chapter :)

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Today was gonna suck, i could feel it vormund cracked jokes but as Funny as they were i was scared. He told me i had to so the reasons of the things that have hurt me. i didn't understand either, but i will soon..

"Are you ready?" Vormund asked me. I nodded knowing exactly that i was not. I don't think anybody would be jumping in glee to relive the last trauma. But in a way i wanted to know why.. why did all this happen to me? Over 7 billion people on this earth and the worst possible things  happen to me.

We walked to a staircase. It looked painful,and dangerous. There was a path leading towards it. There was a sign right next to it on a gold plaque carved with black words.  The sign read

'rursus redire necesse omnia'

  I looked at vormund with a confused face.

"rursus redire necesse omnia is latin for to return you must relive it all." He explained.

"Oh wow,great more reminders."i said In a fake and sarcastic tone. Atleast i had someone with me. I hadn't known vormund very long but i knew that he had been watching me my whole life. So i would trust him with it.

"So how does this work? Do i try to defeat like a monster or something and it uses my trauma against me or.."
I asked trying to make a joke but genuinely not knowing.

"No not a monster, but this definitely gets very personal. Just walk to the gate and say 'suscipe me in domum suam' i will be right there with you,i always have and always will be." He nodded

Well, i might as well. I walked to the gate and repeated "suscipe me in domum suam" the gate swinged open and torches were lit with blue fire i looked back. Vormund nodded and followed behind me. Suddenly i fell in into i huge black pit. I didn't see vormund. I panicked.

"VORMUND?! VORM-" i was cut off.

"Im here don't worry! You just cant see me yet!" Vormund said additively.

I felt a pain in my chest and memories flashed.

'MOMMY'

'promise'

'nothing more than just a bet'

I started screaming. This was all too much. I can't do it.

'pathetic'

'abandoned'

'useless'

'failure'

'PLEASE LET ME IN! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!'

that was that last straw. I couldn't take it.

"MAKE IT STOP, VORMUND MAKE IT STOP,PLEASE HELP ME IT HURTS" i begged.

More memories flickered with a burn and heartache.

'you will never live up to your mother'

'your a lost cause'

'you don't belong here'

Things started to slow down. And i saw something it was the man who killed my mom. I know who it is. I was falling. And falling. The memories i was seeing were not only mine. I was midway into falling before something i a stone scraped my head. Then it all went black.

To be continued....

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A/n  lets see where you can find the real marks of pain in this chapter.but hey loves its been a while. Ik this one is kinda short. I missed u all:) lmk how you have been in the comments i wanna hear ur stories.

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Oh yeah i shifted once and my neighbors daughter burned ny script so i am currently rewriting that. See you soon:) - Melena 💙🌉