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part 14 (back to London)

After Zayn left the room he straight went to his room . He was so sad that Harry will tomorrow but didn't have much courage to tell harry that he likes him , to tell him that those eyes will haunt him after he will leave tomorrow , that voice will play in his ears again and again like melody . He closed his room door and sat on his bed . He was so sad and astonished that never ever in his working life he fell for anyone just like harry he took many vip guest on track with himself but he never looked at them like that sure a lot of girls and boys flirt with them and wants to have him and he was rude to others but Harry's a unique one. He's all smiling and DAMN EVEN CRYING GOR HIM .

Zayn pov

"Zayn stop it he has a boyfriend it will make Harry look bad and cheater you can't make him him a bad person in front of others it will be my fault ...then he will blame me for the hate just like people say I m the who cause my parents death. " Well it's the thing that when something like love comes in zayn's life he becomes a bit pessimistic . Cause after his after his parents there was no one to love to take care of him but he himself. That day he thought love is nothing but cruel . He didn't pay attention to anything other than warning money and shut people's mouth in which he succeeded now everyone greets him with respect . Still there are some peole who talk behind him but Zayn got used to ignore these nonsense comments.

Zayn sat on his bed thinking about his past . There was time when he thought love is just a lie and it hurts more than anything so better don't get fooled by it . Off course he was a teenager once he also felt the need to have someone whom he could share his feelings and secrets and that's when he meet bella while working at the cafe .

The memory of them becoming friends came like flood in his head all those fun stuff they did together . It's bella who brought fun in his life she's the younger sister that he ever asked for . He loves her so much and knows that she lives him too. They even tried to come in a relationship but end up being best friends as Zayn was not girl's he found out after being a week with bella . He off course kissed her one time and they actually both laughed after it like it was the funniest joke ever. They both know it was useless so they decided it's best to be bffs.

After that he focused on career and earning his respect back in the society. He worked so hard to setup his company downtown and it's now with god's blessing running very well.

Than the memory of Harry's arrival came , the first day when he came he just took zayn's breath away when he saw him , he didn't met him but saw him from his office near the reception of the hotel . He was so excited to meet him but he didn't know that why was he so excited. Their first kiss , Harry's breath problem , his smile , his voice everything took control all over his heart and mind.

" I think I m a fool crying and smiling at the same time" he said to himself

"Zayn stop now where is your rude personality gone huh! You will take him to airport tomorrow and will forget about everything happened ." He siad this with a lump in his throat .

He cried and went to sleep crying his little heart out . He's so soft inside and Normally feel very embarrassed to even smile in front of others it makes him feel like people will think he's week he just nod at them but Harry made him smile constantly like he's some other person not the same Zayn rude malik as he heard some of his employees say that cause he scolded them for being lazy. And it's totally fine a business man never ever want his employees to be lazy he's giving them their full salary he expect actively work going in his business. He has small business of post cards and a few cafe in some other states . He still can't believe his succesful career it sometimes scare him what will happen to him if he dies without having a heir to whom he can give all his wealth.

On the other hand harry woke up early he was so sad that he soon will be leaving Zayn he had a hope that Zayn will stop him that Zayn will tell him his feelings and ask him out even though he knows Zayn has interest in him .