❤️near my heart ❤️

Part 16( missing him part 1)

harry's pov

few days later

it was bright sunny day sun was peeking through the curtains. cool breeze enters harry's room making it cold and sunlight making it hot . he covered his eyes to sleep more but than his alarm ring so loud . it was a bit loud for mornings , he got this alarm cause he was a heavy sleeper and sleeping was easy for him earlier but its hard for few days.

although previous night harry was feeling so sleepless, he didnt know when he drifted to a dreamless sleep. he was so sad because of two reasons first that he was too dumb he didn't ask zayn for his number like how dumb could he be and second bella was not picking up his phone he totally stopped interacting with people , became a total mess .

he groaned but sat up anyway he stretched his body and cutely yawn . he was in his small shorts and a tee. he straight went to his window looking outside . its just that after being their for a week harry feels satisfied when he admires nature feels like the breeze connect him with zayn.

he stand there for good fifteen minutes thinking about what is happening in his life currently. he thought about zayn the most off course cause he miss him so much . he thought about not interacting with his friends and family not even his favourite person his grandmother. then his mind drifted to the incident or lets says rather rude break up with luke although harry knew that luke was not good person NOW but once he was there when harry needs someone by him he has a lot of friends now .he thought about meeting him personally and apologize for his rude behaviour and as luke did a favor for him for being there for him well harry feels like he did those things being all sweet and caring was just his favor to harry.

"may I come In harry ?" harry's grandmother asked from outside harry's bedroom .

" come in granny " harry said walking towards the door .

" you can come in anytime you want granny you dont have ask " harry said .

" nah bub permission is necessary maybe you were handling ur little problem in your pants , I dont want to ruin my morning like this " his grandma said making him laugh . he literally laughed after a long time like this . this made his grandma happy . harry knew that his grandma can make him smile she holds the power to lift up his mood .

" anyways good morning sunshine how are you feeling today?" she asked

" as you can see me clutching my stomach and laughing hard so I guess I m good today I feeling a lot better for some reason and I dont know why I have a feeling that something good will happen today " harry explained it was making his granny feel a lot better cause since he came back from his camp trip he became so silent and introvert like he was never before .

" good hear this harry I m so happy to see you smile my heart was aching for these few days when u became a complete sadist I know there's something big going on and you even broke up with luke on airport rather harshly . i m not pressuring you to tell me now but I hope that you may open up to this your old granny one day " she pours her feelings in front of harry making harry feel a bit sad that his behaviour is making everyone a lot worried he heard his mom cry because of him being sad yesterday at the dining table when he left earlier .

" I m sorry I m making you all sad because of my personal problems I really feel sad for making you all sad it just that I m missing someone so bad granny he was so cute and hot at the same time a complete masterpiece I miss his golden orbs his muscular tanned body his pretty smile his tat- " harry eyes widened and stopped in the middle cause he spilled a lot in front of his grandmother he was not at all planning to tell her about zayn right now or few more days but he talked with her like he usually did spilled the whole tea in front of his grandmother cause she's his best friend.

" so new boy huh! little lover boy?" his granny teased him . harry blushed furiously . looking at her grandma's feet as they are most beautiful feet he has ever seen.

" I m actually happy you left that boy and got a new one now we will talk about it in the afternoon or when ever you like but now go and freshen up and come downstairs to have breakfast with the fam ." she told harry she didnt want to make harry feel uncomfortable so she changed the topic.

" and remember to come downstairs with the famous the harry styles dimpled smile " she continued making harry smile a bit . she kissed harry's forehead and left the room .

harry smiled thinking about the whole conversation he had with his grandmother about zayn while showering . he smiled but tear still slip out of his eyes .

" I miss you zee please come to me "

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sorry for the late update and for all the grammar and tense mistakes . I will try my best to update tomorrow . I have exams thats why I update slowly but I m determined to update tomorrow too .

anyways how are you all ? do u guys like this book ?