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part 15 (WAIT for me)

" Please come back doll please come back and call me zee please" zayn was crying so hard in his car on his way back to the hotel.

Both were crying their heart out but neither of them pour their feelings out in clear words in front of the other making the other insecure and think that they didn't like them but that was not the case.

Reaching back to the camp Zayn went straight to the attic room or his heaven and cried so much. He called Bella sobbing hard like a little kid who got hurt tripping over a stone. Bella got so scared that she cancelled her family time and went straight to Zayn cause in the end she's the only one there for him.

On the other hand, harry was shedding tears uncontrollably. He wants Zayn and wants to forget everything else in the world. He needs Zayn like he's his oxygen. And because of crying his breathing again became uneven so he took out his pump from his back pocket but a small folded letter came out too it was so small that if he was not standing then he would have lost it. He took it out and unfolded it. Reading those words he didn't even have to acknowledge who sent it cause he knew already. His heart cracked when he read those words.

I m sorry doll. forgive me but I don't want people to call you a cheater. You came here to prove that you are independent. the events that happened here were the best events of my life and I will never forget them and I want you Harry but I want you fully for myself I don't want to share my loved ones especially you Harry. I m away more possessive person than I look. I hope to see your beautiful face again harry. Until then have a great life doll.
P.s. you'll always be my favourite doll.
Your zee.

It's really hard and rare to find real love at first sight but when u got so lucky and witness the best feeling in the world having your loved one next to you, no one will ever want to lose it. But courage is the keyword here. You gotta build up the courage to grab the opportunity your destiny provides you. You gotta take a step ahead to live your life with the person you adore the most.
Harry thought that they both didn't have the courage or they were meant to be like this but the story was something else. Zayn was just being careful about Harry. He was careful about Harry's character that after these days when he will go back people will taunt him and call him a cheater and make his life hell. It's not even the last thing Zayn want to see that Harry's hurt either mentally or physically.
This made Harry's heartache that he thought zayn was being rude when he was being careful. But he thought when did Zayn put that letter in his pocket?

" I hope you've read my letter Harry even though I suck at words or confessions but I pour my heart into that letter I hope you read it harry!!" Zayn said to no one but himself as he was alone in the attic. He remembers the time when he grabbed Harry's hands from behind and pulled him towards him .he slipped the paper in his back pocket and hoped that he will read it soon.

" I think I m late or I don't know what to do but the first thing is I will break up with that bitch soon and try to come back to my zaynie " harry wiped his tears and sounded determined.

" I will come for you zee just wait for me please " Harry closed his eyes and said. It's like zayn can hear him.

" I will be waiting for you doll. Please come soon to your zee" Zayn said he was so tired from crying that he slept on the floor chanting Harry come soon like a mantra.

After a few hours, the flight reached the airport and all the passengers left the aircraft and went to take their luggage from the luggage belt.

Harry was just standing there waiting for his bags when suddenly he felt someone's hand on his shoulder.

" Baby?" Said the person who Harry once liked so much. Who cared for harry once but now is with him because of his family's wealth and reputation.

Harry turned around and came face to face with Luke.

" Hi, baby welcome back how are you? I missed you" luke faked his emotions and Harry knew that it was not a real concern. Only zayn showed him the real concern.

"Back off," Harry said lowly. He was not in the mood of creating a scene and grabbing unwanted attention but the shithead of his boyfriend /soon to be ex-boyfriend didn't stop or understand Harry's demeanour.
He still clings to harry like a leach.

" Why baby I missed you so much and u went alone didn't you get hurt somewhere while playing with your cousin? " Suddenly Harry himself didn't know what came in him that he slapped luke hard in front of everyone and shouted " DONT YOU EVER SHOW YOUR FUCKED UP CHEATING FACE AGAIN. I KNOW THAT YOUR FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE BEHIND ME AND THAT'S IT I M BREAKING UP WITH YOU AND STOP SHOWING THIS FAKENESS IN FRONT OF ME." Saying this he took his bags and went out of the airport. He called for a taxi and head straight to his home he was feeling a lot better after breaking up with him. He obviously can't go back to Zayn immediately he has to be there for some time but sure will have contact with him anyhow.

He reached his house and his mother opened the door in hope of seeing him happy with his boyfriend but when she saw him all tired with red eyes, it made her worry. " Harry, what happened to you bub? why are you looking so broken?" She took him in a hug and asked. Concern lased in her voice.

" I m fine mom I m tired and didn't sleep last night so I m going to my bedroom please don't disturb me I will talk to you tomorrow please send my dinner to my room," Harry said and went to his room and locked it.

The moment he entered the room he started missing his hotel room. If he was there he would have been roaming in the streets with Bella or Zayn. Ofc at the mention of his name he started missing him more. Knowing that he has no one else than Bella who was not even there with him how is he handling the pain. I need to contact him soon. So he called Bella.

After calling a few times, Bella didn't pick up one so he thought that why disturbing her family time so he leave it and went to sleep his eyes were burning from lack of sleep.

"Zaynie wake up," Bella said in a soft tone. Zayn Didn't bulge a bit she shook him a bit hard again Zayn jolted and sit up immediately like someone pour cold water on him.

" Zayn ?" Hearing Bella, again he just hugged her so tight.

" Aww, zaynie I m here now bro it's okay bub " she tried to console him.
" Zayn ur scaring me now what happened to the stone man huh?" That made him chuckle a bit his employees call him stone man cause of being so brave and as he shows emotionless.

Zayn told her about everything that happened today. From Harry's hard words to him being angry in Zayn which he made him on purpose he could forget him. But putting that letter in his pocket means not letting him go completely too.

" I want him bells I think I can't live without him " he did crying and smiling and at the same time looking at nothing in particular just thinking about the time he spent with harry.

" Than go for your boy Zayn. You never stopped him Zayn. You have him the letter that's good but I think that will not work as much as you want it to be. You should have stopped him Zayn and you know he would have stopped here for you. " Bella said

" Bella I couldn't stop him. I don't want people to question his character. That will be my fault and I can't hurt him " Zayn explained.

" Well okay then boy u can't do anything else than wait for him, " Bella said cause she don't know what more to say.

" As long as I will get harry in the end I will wait," Zayn said determinedly.

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Chapter updated. I will update the next one soon.