I didn't know what you were going through
I thought that you were fine
Why did you have to hide?You could barely imagine your sister not telling you that you loved Eliza's husband. You thought that she wanted to move to France because her husband was forcing her to. Your mind scanned through all the times that they cuddled and did lovey-dovey things in front of you two. How much was that tearing her apart?
I didn't want to let you down
But the truth is out
It's tearing me apart, not listening to my heartAngelica sang to you. You could understand why she felt like she was betraying herself. The love of her life is with her sister. That's why Angelica had cried during her speech, not because of happiness but because it was the last chance to get what she wanted.
I really have to go
Angelica was talking about leaving for France. She had married a rich man and they had decided to move to France. If you were in Angelica's position, you would do the same. She had been deprived of the one who would make her heart complete, and she was only reminded of it here.
And I will never stop you
You would never keep her from going. You completely supported her decision. She had every right to move away and what kind of sister would you be if you stopped her? You were her older sister and married George Washington, he was the love of your life, but if your sister couldn't have the love of hers, then you would happily move with her.
Even though it changed
Angelica was referring to the time before marriage was required. Where you and your sisters would run around town singing and dancing in the square. Where the biggest thing you had to worry about was Peggy tattling to Father. You wiped the tears from Angelica's face.
Nothing has to change
You promised her, grasping her hands in yours and her knees touched yours. Tears had now openly started running down your face. You were sitting on the couch of the White House. Angelica was tempted to just send a letter but she knew that she had to tell you everything.
And you can find me in the space between
Where two worlds come to meet
I'll never be out of reachYou sang together. Promising each other that no matter what the world outside throws you, that you two would always be there for each other. She gripped your hands tight. You hoped that your husband wouldn't walk in right now.
'Cause you're a part of me so you can find me in the space between
You'll never be alone
No matter where you go
We can meet in the space betweenYou would always call and you would always be there to protect your younger sisters. They helped form the beautiful woman you are today and got you an amazing life with an incredibly wonderful husband. You would do anything and everything to make sure they got that to.
And nothing can stay the same
It's growing painsAngelica admitted. You toyed with the necklace that you and your sisters shared. Yours was midnight blue, Angelica's hot pink, Eliza's sky blue, and Peggy's yellow. Angelica grabbed hers as well and you contemplated all the fun times that you had shared together.
Be proud of all the scars
They make you who you areYou told her. Your eyes moved to her wrists, there were several cuts. Your wrists looked much worse but she definitely didn't know. Your fingers traced the old scars and promised her. She broke down crying and buried her head in your shoulder. At that moment, Alexander walked in, confused by the state of his sister-in-law. Your eyes widened and hid Angelica's wrists. You shooed him away with your hands and he closed the door.
I know you have to go
But I'll never really leave you
Nothing has to changeYou whispered in her ear as her hands clutched your hair. She stopped crying so hard when 2 bodyguards that worked for Angelica's detail. Both looked concerned at Angelica, you gave them a look saying that they were fired if they didn't leave and close the door. The advantages of being the 1st lady.
Even though it changed
She muttered. You tilted her chin upward and kissed her forehead. You would give up everything to just make her happy. If she was in love with George, you would give him to her. But you weren't in Eliza's position. You were in the older sister position, where all you could do is comfort your crying sister.
And you can find me in the space between
Where two worlds come to meet
I'll never be out of reach
'Cause you're a part of me so you can find me in the space between
You'll never be alone
No matter where you go
We can meet in the space betweenYou would visit all the time. If George had to go somewhere internationally, he better be sure that it stops in France. You would keep her secret but you would always have a little anger towards Eliza for not noticing the longing looks that Angelica sent towards Alexander or how she looked away whenever they showed PDA.
There are no words left to say
I know you gotta find your place
But this is not the endYou gripped her tightly. Not knowing the next time that you would get to hug her. Her bags were packed on the floor and you knew that this was her last stop. You were going to be there for her in ways that you hadn't before but it would all be worth it if Angelica lived a long and happy life.
You're part of who I am
When Angelica glared at her necklace, you knew that she didn't want to be a burden. She didn't want to hurt you in any way, shape, or from. You promised her. You didn't want her crying about telling you about crying herself to sleep. She deserved a good life and that is what you hoped France would give her.
Even if we're worlds apart
You're still in my heart it will always be you and me, yeahYou two sung. You were only a year apart, so you and Angelica became best friends since birth. You would be the overprotective sister who would glare at any man that would want to date her. She was the annoying little sister and she used to remind you of Peggy. She teased you and caused you to blush whenever your crushes name was brought up. She was a matchmaker yet she couldn't find her match.
You can find me in the space between
Where two worlds come to meet
I'll never be out of reach (I'll never be out of reach) no
'Cause you're a part of me so you can find me in the space between
You'll never be alone
No matter where you go
We can meet in the space between, yeahYou sung and hugged, your tears no longer streaming down your face. You chuckled. You had a meeting with some foreign ambassador in 10 minutes.
"What's so funny?" Angelica muttered into your shirt.
"I have to meet the Turkish ambassador in 10 minutes and I looked like my cat just died," You joked.
"No offense, but you definitely do," Angelica moved away and examined your shirt with tear tracks, it was crinkled and your makeup had run down your face. Your hair was a birds nest and your eyes were bloodshot.
You stood up and brought her to the door, too embarrassed to step out any farther. You hugged for the millionth time in 3 minutes and together you sung.
No matter where you go no matter where you go
We can meet in the space between(I hope you liked it and just a heads up, you were a few minutes late to that meeting)
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FanfictionThe Hamilsquad better get ready because Y/N is coming. Hearts will be broken, souls will be united, and crappy writing will be published. I don't own any Hamilton characters that I use in this story and only own the actions of Y/N