Too Late For a Sorry | Septiplier- On Hold

4.Let Me Help

A/N: Hay, Stars! Glad you could make it! I really enjoy writing this story, its so much fun! I really hope you like it as well! Enjoy the chapter :)

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Jacks P.O.V.

I looked down at the ground as I walked home. The day was long and rough and I'm really tried. I just want to lay down in bed and let the darkness take me away... I wish I could be asleep forever.. 

I was almost home, hoping that my moms boyfriend, Justin, wasn't home and was still at work. He takes his anger out on me, and fuck he is one angry man. I don't say anything about it though. He makes my mother so happy. Why would I want to get in the way of that?

One single tear fell from my baby blue eye, sliding down my cold sore cheek. 

Why me? What did I do? Can I fix it? I don't know... Life hurts. It hurts a lot. I'm always in pain and the voices always speak. Its always the little things. All my little mistakes. They yell at me for it. They tell me I'm a fuck up for it. They never stop. And they never will.

I sniffle and wipe my eyes, trying my best not to burst out crying. Life is just rough. I can get through it. No I can't... I need to stop lying to myself. It just makes it worse. 

"Oh my god! Hey! Wait up!" 

You have to be fucking kidding me....

Mark jogs to me and slows down once he gets to my side, breathing heavily. I groan, what does he want know? 

"What are you doing!?" I whisper/yell, not wanting him by my side. He chuckles "Walking home with you duh? Why? Do you not want me to...?" He sounded hurt but I roll my eyes, still looking at the ground.

"Its best you stay away." I sigh. He sighs, "I'm still walking you home." Bro... Leave me alone...

I growl lowly and make my hands into fists, taking a deep breath. "Do you not know how to listen!?" I whisper/shout once more. 

He chuckled, "Duh? I'm just choosing not to at the moment and walk you home!" I roll my eyes again, I really don't want to deal with this right now....

I kept my head down, lightly shaking my head. I heard him sigh, "Why do you not want me to walk you home?.." he said after, the frown could be easily heard in his voice.

I groaned, but not loud enough for him to hear.

"I just don't want you to be seen with me, they'll bully you to for hanging out with me. Happened with my last friendship." My eyes get a big teary as the memories float throw my head.

"Um... Okay? I don't care, Jack! I wanna be your friend! I don't care if they'll try to beat me up, I'll fight back! I wanna be here for you.." Mark said excitedly, getting a big more quiet saying the last sentence.

I finally put my head up and stoped walking, looking at him. He did the same, giving me a soft smile. I shook my head and kept walking, holding back the "Why!?" I wanted to shout.

He kept walking by my side, seemingly to almost strut?

After about a few more minutes of walking in completely, but not akward, silence, we arrived at my house.. My "home".

He noticed that I stoped and looked at the 2 story white house infront of me. "This yours?" He asked, to which I nodded, still starring at it.

He let out more of a disappointed sigh.

"Well, buh bye, see ya tomorrow Jack!" He said, agian hearing the obvious smile in his voice, walking away. The sound of his footsteps slowly fading away.

And I'm alone, once again. I hate to admit it, but it was kinda nice having him around to keep me company.

I look into the driveway, seeing no cars. Thank god.... I thought to myself.

I slowly and hesitantly walk up to the front door, turning the knob, fuck I didn't lock the door... Damnit!

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! IMPORTANT !
A/N: Um.. Hay Stars.. Look, I know I've been gone for like, a LONG while. Things have been messy, and it's only getting wores and I know it's not ending anytime soon. Lots of things are going on, and if I'm being honest, I don't even understand most of it. I'm in a really rough situation right now, and have been for a bit over a year. I honestly don't want to get to much into it, thats just is gonna stress me out :( Anyways, I want to apologise, like I said, things are very hard for me at the moment. And I've been wanting to come back for like 5 mouths, but was way to scared to. And I'm very sorry for that. But I'm back now, and don't know how often I'm going to update, but we'll see. It's a great coping mechanism for me, so probably kinda often. Anyways, I know this chapters pretty short, but its 5:16am over here and I'm exhausted and drained. Thank you so much, so very much. Also, there won't be anymore fanart at the top anymore, Sorry :((

-Midnight (Chase)🖤