Too Late For a Sorry | Septiplier- On Hold

5. Safe Place

A/N: Hay Stars! Glad you could make it, I have nothing to say and crave sleep but am not allowed to, so yeah, enjoy :))

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Jacks P.O.V

Closing the door behind me in my empty house, I let out a pretty loud groan as I felt the tears start to build up in my eyes once more.

I don't even want to hold back the tears anymore, it makes it so much easier to let them flow down my face.. And that's what I did, I cried again. I do everyday.

I ran up the stairs, honestly surprised I even had the energy to run, my body is in so much pain and I feel so weak.

I was wrong about what I said earlier, the pain didn't go away at all, in fact it got wores. It's whatever, maybe some sleep could help.

I slow down and turn to my right, heading to my room. I open the door, quicky walking in and closing it as well locking it.

I look around my light-ish blue painted walls, my gay pride flag handing above my desk in the right corner. I'm so glad I had the confidence to get that. I love it.

Sitting on my black clean desk was a pink colored laptop, my sketch book right next to it with a few makers layed out on the desk. My blue gaming chair facing the laptop.

My bed was neatly made, white sheets and a black blakent with gray 2 pillows stacked on top of each other. My 20 inch gray cat squishmallow sitting right next to my pillows, my mom got me it for my 16th birthday.

I groan as I walk over to my bed, getting under the covers and laying my head down softly in the fluffy pillows. My room is my safe place. I only feel comfortable here.

My vision blurred a bit, as I close my eyes, starting my nap.

(A/N: Gay axolotls)

Marks P.O.V

I walk along the sidewalk, alone this time. All alone. My house wasn't to far from his, thankfully, so I don't have to walk a far distance to walk him home everyday.

I'll be honest here, it's a bit nice not having him here so I'll be in a gay panic all the time. But I do still miss him. Even though he's a bit grumpy, but he'll have to get use to me, he's mine. Mine.

Fucking. Mine.

Anyways, I got home, my moms SUV in the driveway as I walk in the door.

My mother greeted me, "Hay sweetie! I thought you would've been back a while ago, did you get lost?" She asked, looking into my soul.

I shook my head, "Just walking someone home." I responded, giving her a small smile. She nodded her head.

"How was the first day? Do you like it here?"

I take my backpack off my shoulders, setting it down next to me. I shrugged. "It's alright, we didn't really do much today but it seems very nice." I responded, giving her another small smile.

She nods and gives me back a small smile. "I'll call you down for dinner hun." She says, walking back into the kitchen.

I give her a nod and grab my backpack while walking up the stairs, jogging really.

I slowed my jog into a walk as I reached my room, opening the door and closing it in seconds.

I set my bag down by my closet and stretched, yawning and cracking my knuckles, face planting on my comfy mattress.

Turning over on my back, I looked at the ceiling. Just thinking to myself. About what happened with Jack and.... Um... Fuck I don't know there's names, but those mother fuckers.

I'll rip their vocal cords out and feed it to them. Sorry, I get a bit carried away when it comes to things... Or someone.. I really care about.

I didn't know what I was going to do if I'm being honest. I want to help him is all I know. But I honestly don't know where to start... Like, should I tell people what they do to him? Or will he get mad and never talk to me again....??

I barely even know him, maybe I should get to know more so I know or have an idea from where to start? Maybe?

Yeah. I think I'll do that. Maybe he'll even get use to me, and we can hang out!! God I really want that to happen.. It would be amazing to hang out with a cutie like him...

Or even better...

We could get to know each other a bit more and... Maybe... Just maybe, I can ask him out!!!

YES YES YES YES YES YES!!! WE'RE DEFINITELY DOING THAT THEN!!

That is if, he lets me.. And to be honest, I don't know if he's going to. But there's no hurt in trying right?

Especially if it's something I care about, and I do care about him. A lot. He's so fucking cute, and shy, a bit stubborn.. But in a cute way! He's amazing!

"Mark! Dinner!" I heard my mom call from down the stairs.

"Coming!" I yelled back as I opened my door, closing it and making my way down the stairs. Fuck I'm hungry..

After I reached the bottom of the stairs I walked by the front door, where the dinner table was. The kitchen right next to it.

I sat down on a chair as I waited for my mom like usual. I played a bit with my fingers as I waited patiently.

She came out of the kitchen and handed me my plate and a fork along with a knife.

She made steak with corn and mashed potatoes, a bit of cooked sliced up carrots on the side.

"Thank you mom." I said, giving her a smile.

"Your welcome Mark, would you like anything to drink?" She asked while setting her own plate down.

I nodded, "Just a water with ice cubes please and thank you." She nodded and went into the kitchen to get our drinks.

I looked down at my food, taking my fork and eating a few cooked carrots. She made the best meals.

She came back and put my glass of water next to me, putting hers next to her plate at well.

We sat and ate while making small talk for a while, asking about each other's days and what we did.

She gave me a look and I looked back at her with confusion written on my face. She rolled her eyes and gave me a smile.

"So, your really not gonna tell me about the boy you walked home?"

My face turned red and hot. I tried my best to cover it with my hands.

"O-oh yeah, him. Uh.. His name is Jack and he has some of the same classes w-with me. Spanish, science, and e-english.." I managed to say.

She nodded, asking what periods are those. "Spanish is 2nd, science is 4th and english is 8th." I responded.

She nodded once more, still giving me that look. I gave her a 'what' look back.

"Do you like this boy or are you guys just friends?"

"Uh... Both..?"

She smiled and clasped her hands together "My son's going to finally have a boyfriend!" She said excitedly.

I shrugged "Maybe.."

And hopefully...

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A/N: Hay Stars! I hope you liked this chapter, have a good day/afternoon/night luv! :)

-Midnight (Chase)🖤