The Gold | Harry Styles

Part 15

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"You can call me ab again"I chucked.

"Okay Ms. bipolar." Harry said.

"Hayyyy!!!!!what if I was really bipolar. That would've been very mean!" I said.

"Hay is for horses and chickens and fish."harry joked.

"That's from SNL!!!i love SNL!" I said.

"Yeah. We preformed on that night."

"I knoooooooowwwwwwww."I dragged the o out.

"Okay stalker" Harry joked.

"Oh darn you caught me." I said.

"Let's go back I think everyone is supposed to be celebrating for you but you aren't even in there." Harry said.

"That would be a good idea. Don't yall preform tonight?"
Abby asked.

"Yep!"

"I can't wait! I love watching yall live. Every time yall went to New Orleans I Went. To be honest. Not one of those concerts was I able to go home and cry."

"What do u mean?"

"I mean.....i cried so much at the concerts I was completely dried out. I just kinda was struck with PCD and I couldn't bare to talk to anyone. But I wasn't the only one.that was the one week-month-year my teachers actually liked me and my friends bc we were so quiet bc we didn't want to interact with anyone."I said.

"PCD?"

"Ahh so u haven't heard of this deadly depression. That surprises me. It's Post Concert Depression."I said.

"do our fans get that a lot?"

"Do they?!?! They have it for the rest of their life!" I answered concerned that the has no idea what this disease is.

"Oh."

"Yeah. It sucks! That's why I say I have a love-hate relationship with you guys." I said.

"Ahh you learn something new everyday." Hazz said.

"Kay. Let's go get to my party!"

They both grinned then walked in the arena hand in hand.

"Hia guys!" I said.

"Hello." They all said in sinc.

"Abby I'm so proud of you! You being the youngest American volleyball player and winning it all for us! You r my true star! Come do a quick speech. It's going to be streamed live okay so don't freak." Coach deb said.

"Deb. U should not have told me that. AT ALL!" I yelled.

"You are going to do fine just like you did in the game.!"

"Okayyyy" I said.

I walked up to the microphone.

"Hello! I'm Abby Stevenson and I'm the main setter for team USA! And I'm so excited right now because I can't believe we beat Britain. They are such and amazing team! I was thrilled to here that we would be playing them in the first place. I've always wanted to play in the Olympics and...."
Abby started getting emotional.
"I never thought I could do it. I had a really tough life growing up. I'm not going to shower on our glorious win but once I found that I was literally in love with volleyball....i..i stuck with it.... o my gosh I'm so sorry I'm such a cryer. Uhmm. I. So once I started to play volleyball it triggered something in me and it helped me get through hard times. U know what I'm just gonna say it. I was bullied. ....ALOT. When I was growing up. There was the so called popular group that said things like 'your "fat" "ugly" "retarded" "saggy'
Then there was that other group, the higher percentage, that said I was absolutly beautiful and gorgeous and how I was inspirable on how I got through it all. But I never understood what these people meant. All I knew was they were calling me fat when all along I was perfect. But of course being a girl of this century I was going to go with the absolute worst option. And I did self harm. I'm telling you that because I overcame that. I started working out, I was eating properly. I wasn't starving myself anymore. I was being healthy. And that is how I overcame everything. All I wanna say right now is you can be called a rail you can be called an elephant. I was called the elephant. You can be called any of that but you can still do absolutely whatever you want with your life. Don't let anyone judge u. Or let it get in your way. But one thing I regret is that I never told myself.....Abby you are beautiful and no one can change it. Especially not those jealous bullies sitting at home right now watching me lead my team to the gold. Thank yall."

Everyone stood in a round of applause.

Some.....well MOST were crying.

All of the 1D boys were crying, Cam was crying, Lauren was crying. I was crying.

Cam and Laur were the only ones that really stuck by me forever. I had a lot of friends to begin with but as I started gaining weight all of my so called friends left me.

Lauren and Cam are my only true friends. They stuck with me through everything.

I walked down and they all ran and hugged me.

"Aww. Ab. Are you okay. You've never talked about that so openly before." Lauren said.

"Yeah I'm all good I'm just happy yall were all here for it. "

Okay so I literally spilled my heart out in this ch for 2 reasons.

1.First of all I was bullied at a young age so I don't remember it as much but I don remember feeling the hurt. this is just a tribute to people who overcome bullies. Those r the people who I look up to even if I dont know them personally.

2. I went to the wwa concert in nola and I miss it terribly!!! I can't even look at my picture or videos with crying my eyeballs out. Uhhg. Help me!

Also. Check out my other story I'm writing rn. Factors:)