I never wanted to say a lie
I never wanted to start a war
I never wanted to hurt you
I never wanted you to walk out that door.
But your weren't going to listen
You needed some space
You needed to breath
So I had to let you go.
Though It's not easy for me
But you'd never noticed
You think am a monster
You think your love I used for decoration.
But Am hurt
An as badly as I want us to be together again
I can't
Not if it's means putting your life in danger.
So each day I got to see you
I got to pretend am better but am not
And each night I lay in bed
I think of you so often
I cry my eyes out
Nevertheless it's ok, if you consider me a monster
Though it's hurting badly
You don't know how much I really need you.
But since am doing this to keep you safe
I'll count it as a blessing
Though I want you to know this
Your the treasure chest have been hunting for
The one that makes my heart beat
An am not ready to die
So am not gonna let you go
...I'll keep on fighting
And I won't stop
Till you know the whole truth
Till you're back in my arms.
