The Drug Addict
Yes, am a drug addict
And yes, my life's been dispatched
An I know your disgusted and thwart
I aren't proud of it either, but it's now my addiction.
I needed help but there was none
I needed someone but there was no one
I needed a shoulder to lean on but found none
All I ever wanted was a cure but found none except the drugs.
It gave an overwhelming intensity
I'd found a pleasurable consolation
I was able to bury my fear,
I was able to bury my pain, I was able to bury the awful past an it's memories
But not the guilt.
Now am an addict.
Now am hallucinating
Now my heart's slowly dying an my veins collapsing
Now I fear I might not only lose my health
But also the freedom I'd be wishing for.
Now am ripped in a pond
Now I'm helpless against my own addiction
Now I'm left without any hope for a better future
Now nothing will ever be the same as long as this addiction continues to exist.
AN NOW AM CRYING 4 HELP!
AGAIN.
