What's Wrong with Us? (killugon)

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(Gon p.o.v)

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My alarm blaring in my ears, while i was still half asleep. Shut the fuck up whore. i groaned and wacked my alarm (aka my phone) hoping that it would turn off but it didn't. I hit it again. It didn't stop. "I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP." flinging my hand across my nightstand and throwing my phone in the floor. It finally stopped making that god awful sound. When did i become so aggressive. i thought as i swung my legs off the bed and stalked up towards my shattered phone. "Guess i won't be using my phone for a while." I cursed under my breath as i sleepy made my way to the bathroom. The mirror was very disgusting and dirty but i managed to see myself in the reflection. My hair flopped down and was frizzy, my checks were crusty and stained with tears, my lips were chapped and dry. I felt disgusted with myself i looked like i rose from the dead. Oh right i was crying all night lol...what has happened to me. I grabbed a towel from the cabinet and set it on the toilet, i stripped down and got into the shower. Hopefully the shower will wash away all my worries; but we all know that's not true. I watched the water drip down my shoulders, then to my chest, to my knees and then to the floor. All i could think about was Killua. They way he just left me there in that cafe. The way he makes me feel so many emotions that i haven't yet to succumb to. The way he looks into my eyes. Gon you have to confront him. "Fucking hell shut up voice in my head I KNOW I FUCKING DO" i screamed while shampooing my hair. "SHIT." i got shampoo in my eyes. "Gon are you okay in there?" Mito-sans soft voice spoke through the door a little muffled but i understood her. "Yea Mito-san i'm fine, sorry." "Ok hurry up it's almost 8!" God damn i'm gonna be late. Whatever. Please tell him Gon. Omg shut up voice i know. I will.

~Timeskip brought to you by Killuas abs~

I put my hood over my eyes and walked to my locker hopefully Killua won't notice me. I grabbed all the books i needed and shut my locker with a loud slam. I needed to take my hood off for a minute because need to breath, i looked around, No Killua ok. The hood hit my back and my fluffy green and black hair flung up. i raked my hands through my hair getting all the little knots out. "GON!" Are you fucking kidding. "Gon there you are i was looking for you!" i put on a fake smile and was ready to confront him "Hey, Killua i really need to talk to you." "Oh uhm ok! But before i really wanted to apologize again i know i keep doing this but i'm really sorry." "It's fine but after school can we talk." "Yes absolutely." Oh god i'm so scared my stomach hurts so bad, i hate this feeling, the feeling of being scared. "Great thanks, let's go to class, you have Science right?" "Yup!" he smiled really happily but again it's the same as last time i could see the little glint of pain.

We sat next to each other and had small talk throughout the class, until he passed out in the middle. The sun reflected off the blue eyed boys face. His skin as pale and fair as ever. The little strands of white hair dangling on his forehead. His chest rising and falling slowly. Cute. He was really beautiful. God Gon make up your mind do you think he's hot or scary because your really being bipolar. "Shut up." everyone looked at me and i realized i said that out loud, i blushed in embarrassment and looked back to sleeping beauty next to me. "Gon can you solve the problem on the board please?" i was caught off guard i wasn't paying attention at all, i was to caught up staring at the albino boy. "Uh...45?" "Gon this is English class, please pay attention next time, see me after class." I sunk back in my chair as the kids in the class were "ooo"ing and "aaa"ing.

~Small timeskip~

It was after school. The time i have not been looking forward to this whole day. I sat on the bleachers and took out my phone. 15 minutes later Killua showed up. His white hair bouncing as he was running. Those blue orbs of light called eyes shining right in my face that i had to look away. "Hey Gon sorry i was a little late the teacher wouldn't end the fucking class it was annoying, anyways what did you want to talk about." His eyes glimmering and eyebrows raised; as for me my stomach was in knots. I looked down at my fingers and twirled them around. "Killua." I looked him straight in the eyes, he returned the stare. "Gon." His voice a little worried. "Do you remember when you came over and you had to leave?" "Yes i do. Why?" This is it. "Well y-you uh.. l-left an extra copy..." i trailed off a little. "Huh what do you mean." His voice was stern and cold. My breath hitched but i continued. "You l-left another copy of that address..and i..uh..followed you." His eyes widened and he gaped at me, scared out of his mind, the way his face fell from happy to angry scared me. "You what?"