What's Wrong with Us? (killugon)

6

(Gon p.o.v)
Tears welded up in my eyes, my hands are over my mouth muffling my screams my eyes are wide with shock. Blood splattered all over the mans car as Killua sunk his hand into the mans chest pulling his heart out. "K-k-killua..." i tried to speak to myself but it was so hard i kept chocking on words in utter shock. Killua turned around, leaving the body laying on the floor, he pulled out his phone..and called someone? He held the phone to his ear and spoke.

I couldn't hear what he was saying but after a few seconds he put the phone back in his pockets and disappeared into the shadows. I was still crying waterfalls while my hand was muffling my sobs, I knew i had to leave but i couldn't move, it was like my body was frozen. All my senses dissipated. I could only think My new friend just...k-killed someone.

After a few seconds i regained enough strength to pull out of the parking lot and go home.
When i get home i slammed the front door shut and ran to my room "GON! GET BACK HE-" i cut Mitos yells off with the slam of my room door. I didn't hear her come up the stairs i think she figured i needed to be alone.

What do i do...do i call the cops? No that wouldn't be good. FUCK! i kept think of what to do while i covered myself with my blankets, i never realized how tired i was until i passed out on my bed.

~time skip (next morning)~

I woke up to my bed being soaked with my sweat. Damnit. I tried to get off my bed but i didn't have enough energy to move. I felt useless. I felt blank. I don't know what to do now.

Do i confront him about it? I kept think while laying silently in my bed. "Gon time for school get up!" Mito-san said peeking her head slightly through my door, "K." i made my way to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked terrible.

My eyes were red and puffy, my skin was pale, my hair was knotted and gross. I let it all be and just changed i had no energy to shower and fix my face up. I waved goodbye to Mito-san and walked out the door. The air hit my face, it was nice.

I got to school and headed straight to my locker. "GON!" i tuned my head to see that fluffy white hair, my heart started to beat really fast and loud.

i didn't know what to do, i didn't want to be near him, i was terrified. "..." i didn't respond. Killua walked a little closer to me and i flinched causing him to back away a little. " Gon are you ok?" "mhm" i said trying not give him any attention.

" Look i'm sorry for leaving i had to..uh..take care of something for family." he turned his eyes away from me and stared at the ground. "Ok" i slammed my locker and walked away, "Gon! i'm sorry ok, how bout we go get ice cream later!?" he said with a bright smile, how can he smile like that after he just murdered someone. "No thanks i'm busy." i kept trying to walk away but he kept catching up, "i'm so sorry Gon please forgive me." Killua looked up at me sadly, "Fine." i couldn't say no, i'll just have to suck it up.

"YAY ok thank you and i'm so sorry i will make it up to you!" he smiled and walked away. Yea let's hope you can, i frowned and walked to my class.

HEY HEY HEY
i'm so sorry for not updating i just haven't been in the mood and i've been feeling rly shitty also i finally went back to in person school so fun! anyways i hope u all like this chapter i'll try and update as much as i can :)

~zahra 💜