it's like 11:30 and my uncle just died and now my dad has to go to my aunt's place (which is 6hrs away) bc my aunt isn't in her right mind as of rn.. I feel bad for all of them. These situations always feel surreal. It's even worse for the adults and my aunts kids. I feel especially bad for her kids cause they've been through a lot and it's not their fault. Dang. I don't wanna grow up.