A/N- this chapter has attempted suicided, don't read if that will trigger you in any way
I'm sitting on the floor, crying. The one thing I had going for me, just shattered. My boyfriend Iwaizumi just left me. I don't know why. I honestly don't care.
Iwazumi was the one thing that kept me going, him, his smile. But that's gone now.
I bring the blade up to my wrists and hold it there for a second, too scared to actually do it. "You coward" I whisper to myself. This is it, it's all over.
I press the blade deep and yank it across my skin.
It hurts.
It hurts a lot.
Shit. crap. There's more blood then i thought there would be, i weakly pick up the knife and do the same to my other wrist. In theory, I should die in 2 minutes, but I don't know if I went deep enough.....
I pull out my phone and write a text to my mother, telling her how sorry i am, i feel myself go light headed so i go ahead and send it, i don't want to pass out or have a heart attack before i can.
I feel my vision start to tunnel, the blood is being soaked up by the bath rug but some is pooling on the floor. I should have sat in the bathtub.
I was vaguely aware of my mother screaming on the other side of the door to let her in. I feel my eyes close as she kicks down the door and just stands there shocked.
Shit, I've been chau-
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~TEARS~ {a oisuga mental hospital AU}
Fanfictionso you know all those super sad hospital AUs where someone always dies at the end, well this is sort of like that except its physiatric ward and no one dies, its mostly about recovery. not my art TW- suicided attempt at the beginning and mentions of...
