More than friends ? ( a graseberryjam fanficion)

Why does everyone hate me ?

Straub's pov
It had been 2 weeks.
Graser and I still hadn't talked. We had never gone without talking for that long.
I then got a text from Jordan ( Bayani).
Jordan: Want to record with Will and I?
'I haven't recorded with them in ages.' I thought.
Straub : I'll log on now.
Jordan : We're playing lucky block wars.

I walked over to my computer and turned it on. Then turned on team speak as I chucked on my headphones.
Bayani & Will were on.
"Hey, guys." I said.
They then stopped their conversation and Bayani spoke. "Graser is going to join us too and this is for Will's channel but, he said we can all record it and make a montage or whatever." After he had said that, I saw Graser log on. Bayani then told him what was going on and everyone started recording.
2 hours later.
We had fished recording and we were just playing for fun.
We were about half way through that game when Bayani fell out of the world.
"Come on, Jordan! You don't suck that bad." I said joking. He then started laughing. "Well, it's hard when your girlfriend keeps texting you." He had said. I just sat there. "Wait, you have a girlfriend?" I said, I tried to think.
Was he dating Dul?
"Dude, I'm dating Bee." He said and then started laughing again. I then froze. "Oh, yeah... I forgot." I murmured.
I then just turned everything off and walked into Bee's room. She was packing. "Going somewhere?" I asked.
She just looked up at me.
"DO YOU KNOW HOW TO KNOCK?" She then yelled.
I couldn't hold it in.
"GOING TO BAYANI'S, YOUR BOYFRIEND? YOU CHEATING BITCH!" She looked up, shocked.
"ACTUALLY, YOU CHEATED FIRST!" I blinked.
"What?" I was so confused.
"You're dating Graser."
Now, I was in shock.
"No, I'm not." I just stood there. She then looked down and then back at me. She walked over to me and kissed me for a second though, I pushed her away.
"Get off me!" I yelled. She just stood there until, after a long moment of silence, she spoke. "Goodbye, Mitchell. We're done. I'm going to live with Bayani. At least he cares about me and isn't gay like you." She walked out of her room with her suitcase. She grabbed the front door knob but before she walked out she murmured. "I heard you talking in your sleep and you like to think out loud. See you at PAX, dickhead."
She then slammed the door I stood there and began crying. I walked to the bathroom and grabbed my blade.
I pushed it onto my skin, once....Twice and then a third time. There was a lot of blood, I then got up to leave, but everything went black.