𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 | ᶜᵒʳᵖˢᵉ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ ˣ ᴰʳᵉᵃᵐ ✨ By: Aki

Wish u guys noticed (pt2)

Part 2 ayeee enjoy mates
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For the past 5 weeks Clay and Adam started dating those girls i saw them with

 I started to avoid Clay and Corpse at all cost whenever anyone of my friends would talk about them i would instantly say

Shut the fuck up i dont want to hear those specific names.
Then start walking a way to the rooftop to skip classes sometimes

Next was English Class meaning i had the same class with the bastards 
Well u see i always have 3 same periods with Clay and Adam and i would
Skip those classes or some classes i didnt want to hear anything about

I bought a cold water bottle and milk from the vending machine and started to run to the rooftop and bumping to others sometimes but i didnt care because i wanted to be alone

I was finally at the rooftop i went to my usual spot and sat down and started drinking my milk just looking at the view, after my milk i just left it beside my water bottle for now and laid down
with my arms crossed while my head rested on them, i shut my eyes for a couple of seconds

What the fuck are u doing here and what do u want

I said harshly as i opened my eyes still laying down to see Clay and Adam

Flash back to 3 weeks ago

Friday: at home

I was on the couch watching some tv cause i finished with all my school work until i felt pain thru my throat and i wanted to vomit, i ran to the bathroom and opened the lid of the toilet and started to puke while crying abit

After the crying and the puking my vision was abit blurry but it started to clear and what i vomited was... flower?.. and blood.. loads of them..

The next two days it started to get alot worst than it should've i think? So i decided to see a doctor and it turns out i have hanahaki disease.....

The doctors said they could help me but it would be a surgery but if i wanted the surgery the person that didnt return my feelings i would forget them after the surgery......

I declined the surgery but they gave me meds to take atleast and i accepted it, so i started to take the meds after eating and before going to bed,

Back to present time

What happened to u and why are u avoiding us ____

They asked me and i smiled and sit up and said

Im afraid i cant tell u but maybe after a couple of weeks or 2 months i'll tell u guys
i got up and made my way to the classroom to get my items and went to the field i sat up looking at the view for abit then got on of my text books and note book and pen/pencil and started to write some notes and study and after that i went straight home

This continued for about a month now but i stopped coming to school because my disease got worst and i was weakening very quick, i had atleast 2 or 3 weeks left before im gone but after 1 week i never expected this to happen my door opened to reveal 

Clay and Adam holding flowers for me, with a sad smile 

I looked at them wide eyed i turned my head not letting them see my face because some tears were falling down but i turned my head back to face them when they brought two chairs by the opposite side of where my head on was facing and said

So whos the lucky guy u fell for ____?

Asked Adam, i looked at them with tears falling down and had a smile plastered and said 

Their names are  A d a m  and  C l a y  
I-its you two

I said while smiling as more and more tears kept falling and tears fell from their faces too