𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 | ᶜᵒʳᵖˢᵉ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ ˣ ᴰʳᵉᵃᵐ ✨ By: Aki

Chapter 21

I woke as usual, And was just a couple of hours in playing among us with Sykkuno's friends goofing around laughing together, basically just being idiots together, Its what were good at
But right now we are playing some raft together and im planning to play some fall guys with them after playing raft together but not all of us were playing raft because y'know its like limited

OHH GUYS!! Theres an Island by the left side! Look Look!  Rae said with excitement while also leading us the way, We all saw the Island and decided to explore it cause it was pretty big if im being honest with every and myself, So we placed our bucket with rocks down to the ocean to hold the boat from going away, And got on the Island exploring and getting Items

GUYS THERES CHICKENS! Toast said as we continued to chase them for food or whatever
I on the other hand just let them be, I was just silent, While the rest were just busy talking trying to get the chickens while the others just let them be as well and just continued getting stuff

I kissed Dream and Corpse, No no Clay and Adam but i know they both have feeling for me but,
I love both of them a lot but will they hate me? They might not even want to talk to me anymore?..But whats so special about me? Im just.. Just.. nothing.. Im just a normal girl, Im not special im just everybody else a normal streamer with amazing supportive fans and friends, With an amazing loving, caring Popular Older brother, 

But how the hell did i get two hotties such as The one and only Dream the minecraft speed runner and Corpse Husband with an addicting voice loads of people simping for let alone hes own hands, I was so deep in thought that i didnt even realize everyone was calling my name and my stream too, Y/n? Y/n are u ok? Hello y/n? Guys! Look at her stream!, Her nose is bleeding and she's so still! Y/n?!? Hello y/n are u ok?!? The kept saying over and over again, More and more blood started coming out, and my wrists were bleeding again, i stayed absolutely still not moving an inch until I Gulped, As my eyes slowly started to close So i then passed out

*Flash back about your bleeding wrists and your sad past*

When u were young u were mostly awfully quiet and very obedient, But i was so obedient and pure that i manage to let other get advantage of me such as rape and pretty much letting them do whatever they want with me,  When my Father passed away my mom was sad but after a couple of months at least, She got married to an Guy and he had a son,

He was very nice at first for a couple of weeks but when my Mother had a business trip for 1 month, He started drinking beating me, Making me a maid, Treating me like a piece of shit
Well for the Brother when Father was gone, at bar or whatever, he would invite friends over and they would hit on me, even himself but these boys got to addicted they decided to rape me when im asleep but one of the times when they're about to take my shorts off i woke up

I pushed them away they continued to stop me and i was soon passed out and was rapped
After that night I had enough of this, I packed everything i had and stole all the money Father and My step brother had and left without a trace, I then moved in my Older brother Thomas 
When he saw me he started crying how he could let this happen and for not being there

I had bags under my eyes, i had bruises every where, some hickeys and some bandages around my wrist and one by my lip, I looked like an absolute mess, He let me in and comforted me
I explained everything to him and even manage to record it with my phone and showed it to him

He called the Cops and got my Step Father and Step brother in prison for a couple of years and mom had a divorce with the man and was single for years but she is happy that her children are safe anyways and apologized to me for not being there for her, to protect me at all

But here i am now, A popular Streamer sibling of Thomas known as the one and only great Syykuno with good and very popular friends, I secretly still had a bit of depression of my past the raping and hated myself for not being brave or strong at all, so i started cutting myself i couldnt stop myself, As Thomas was asleep, I went down grabbed the sharpest knife in the house and started cutting more and more even my legs or stomach,

 Until i was getting dizzy so i stopped and cleaned everything up, and bandaged myself up and wore long sleeves or put some makeup on it

And luckly no one in hell noticed or I would be in so much trouble especially Thomas he'll be so heart broken that i wouldnt tell him the truth or anything.

Back to present,  Thomas's POV

We kept calling my younger sister's name over and over again because she was awfully silent and didnt move an inch, This continued for minutes now until Toast checked her stream and said her wrists suddenly started bleeding and the nose bleed was getting worst then we suddenly heard a loud thud, Rae and Toast sudden screamed/yelled saying she collapsed 
and was bleeding more and more, I then got up and quickly went to her room i entered the room and she was on the floor so much blood, every where her stomach also suddenly started bleeding for some reason, I quickly picked her up and wore my shoes quickly went down opened the door and locked it after me and got inside my car and started driving to an hospital

On my way there i didnt even realized i started crying but i ignore the tears and continued to drive there fast as i can, 

I not go to the hospital and I scream 'Help please help me my sister is bleeding so bad please!' I started crying more and more with my younger sister in my arms very cold and was bleeding so much, Some nurses quickly got to me and took her away as i followed behind but was stopped but some as all i could do was sit, wait and pray she was ok

Time skip to when their done :p

The doors opened and i got up quickly and they led me to her room, and she had bandages over her legs, wrists, even the stomach i cried more as i ran up to her and hugged her crying 
You ok im so glad! I thought i was going to lose u! i said as i continued to cry but let go and smiled, I looked over to the door to see the doctor, we both sat down and started to talk
But when we were almost done talking something caught me and i wanted to cry more

It appears she passed out from blood loss, And for not drinking much water nor eating that much, As we were checking up on her, We could see her bones easily and she had pretty deep wounds all over her, How did this happen to her exactly? The Doctor said

Im actually not sure but my sister was rapped abused when she was younger when i left
So i think she has some sort of depression, But im not sure, She has always been so kind and loving, She always put others first before herself but how could i notice this, Im such an Awful older brother I said as i put my hands together, intertwined as both of my elbows rested on my laps with my fore head down as i continued to cry more

The doctor comforted me and told me to take care of her, making sure she eats, and drinks lots of water and stop the self harming, And i agreed as i continued to watch my sister

She looked so peaceful, I smiled as i started to stroke her hair but stopped after a while, I went back home to get myself a small blanket and pillow so i could sleep on the small couch near her bed, I got up and kissed her fore head and bid her good night and said i was just going to get some thing, I exited the room and got inside my car and drove back home and remembered the stream i forgot to end them, So i went up and apologized and bid goodbye

I got a blanket for me and a pillow along with me and her phones, and some extra clothes for her and brought her dino plushie she loved a lot, So I then drove back to the hospital and placed the pillow and blanket at the couch i went over to y/n and put the dino under her arms

I placed our phones on one of the table and her clothes as well, I then went back to the couch got under the covers, And was slowly falling asleep thanking the lords that she was ok and hope she always will be and that she'll be honest with me no matter what

Goodnight and I love u Y/n I said softly as i smiled and was taken by darkness to Dreamland...

-----------------------------------------------------------

Hey guys!! its been a lot time seens i posted sorry :// i was lazy asf but anyways
If u noticed i changed Sykkuno to y/n's older bro and i decided to just make him her older brother, Hope this doesnt confuse anyone but cya and hope yall enjoyed losers