I felt empty reading your name on the news and hearing how you killed yourself.
I felt empty hearing the news anchor say that the reason behind your death was missing me, though the news didn't say my name.
I felt empty when the boys took me out to eat and I had to tell them..
I felt empty when we went back to the hotel.
I felt empty staring at pictures of us.
I felt empty when I logged onto twitter and saw your last tweets: "Tonight is the night that I will take my life", "@Michael5sos I love you. I wish we could have been together forever", "@Calumcould Yes, me and @Michael5sos are together", "Goodbye, @Michael5sos".
I felt empty sitting in the bottom of the shower.
I felt empty thinking about how much pain you were in.
I felt empty thinking about how much pain I was in.
I felt empty looking at the blade in my hands.
I felt empty because my soul will join hers tonight.
I am empty.

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Fame2 ; mgc [COMPLETE]
FanficI felt happy the first time you said my name. I felt sad when I walked away from you in the airport. It felt like I was leaving my heart behind. I felt angry because I can't enjoy anything without you. I felt exhausted worrying about you.