The deaf hero a Bnha x deaf!reader

Chapter 7: "I heard"

(y/n) pov

dear diary,

It's been 3 weeks since I became deaf... I can still hear the ringing in my ears from the explosion and it reminds me of when I could hear the voices, now I can only predict what they are saying, but thanks to sign language class I can some what make out what people are saying by looking at their lips. It's helped me a lot especially with the people who aren't learning sign language. 

Update on Bakugou and Azawia: I seem to be learning sign faster than them, maybe it's because I have had some experience with it as a child, my grandma was deaf but she had hearing aids. 

I've been starting to believe that my parents have left me.. it doesn't seem they have been home since I went deaf, were they killed in the attack? no they would of told us by now right? right?! I'm going crazy there's to much silence.

I've started journaling my thoughts so I don't feel alone. Since I have no one to talk to verbally, even thought talking wasn't my best trait I never saw it as a bad thing I just wasn't very social I was a reserved kid, and I have my reasons. 

I've been sticking to Bakugou a lot lately and if I can't then Azawia is my next choice, they are the only people who I can understand, Bakugou is getting used to it and so is his squad, it's defiantly a change for them considering I was so closed and reserved and I mostly sat alone, or sometimes Todoroki sat with me he was ok company, I could tell he was like me.

There was also a villain attack last week.. Midnight got badly hurt (I'm sorry T-T I read the chapter and I'm still very sad) I don't know if she will come back to teaching, that concrete hit her hard-.

On the bright side me and Mina have become closer, I can tell Kaminari wants to be good friends to so he's trying to talk slower so I can lip read which is very thoughtful of him.

Everyone is class is trying to adapt to my disability by talking slower or trying out sign language, I think Ida might learn faster than others since he uses his hands a lot (pfft-) 

Everyone is so nice and accepting except Monama... Before the attack he wasn't one to pick on me the same way he would on Denki or Bakugou, but now he pokes me at random times and tried to spread a rumor that I'm faking being deaf so that I get attention... But that was taken down by Bakugou and Azawia in a few days, I don't know what his problem is is he jealous? scared? or just mentally insane. Either way I have no way to stop him which annoys me.

Something similar happened in the past but it was easier to solve because I was confident now I question everything I know.. But enough of that.

This should be the end of the update I'm gonna sign off here it's almost time for school.

3/8/3021

(a/n) Finally found a way to get this story back on track! I'm so sorry for not being active on here :(( The story has been getting a bit popular from my understanding haha thank you for that! Also I might be doing "dairy updates" because it seems easier for me! Thank you for reading and have a good day/evening/night! 

-Comic :)