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Malaise

Tyag pov.

I don't know what took me but what I did was wrong, since that day I tried to call her, text her even I went to meet her to her college but my bad luck I was not being able to even see her.

why I did that to her, was I drunk in my anger and jealously that much, that I didn't even care about her feelings.

I forced myself on her and touched her private parts without her permission, it was challenging me to even think about her.

but then I saw Mithila standing on the campus gate waiting for the bus with her luggage.

she must be going for Diwali breaks "hi!" I said to her

she blushed and reply me with her tone "hello"

"you are going home?" I asked her

"yeah, Diwali breaks." she said,

"if you don't mind I can drop you, I was going to the city for some work." I explained myself to her.

"oh no no, I'm fine, the bus will be here soon, don't worry," she said,

"oh I insist, but then I'll not force you." I really wanted to see Ansuya and tell her how sorry i was but now I don't know, should I talk to Mithila about that, I think I should or should not, she will help me maybe.

after waiting for 10 mins and no sign of bus she agreed to come with me.

during the drive, she received a call from her mother and she told her that she is coming with me, where I was just hoping to hear the voice of my one true love.

within three hours I was at her door again and was about to leave, but Mithila suggested me to come inside. "oh no I'm fine, thank you." I said

"you drove for like three hours and I can't let you leave without a drink or coffee, please sir." she insisted

I smiled at her and was welcomed into her house, her mother greeted me and I set on the sofa, her house was elegant and beautiful.

her mother brings the coffee for me and just then I saw her coming downstairs, she looked pale and casual.

when her eyes meet mine and she saw me she looked scared and tried to run back to her room, but I don't know what took me and I ran behind her.

she was about to close the door but I stopped it with my leg and barged inside it. she was breathing heavy and scared as hell.

i was not going to rape her or anything I'm sorry and i just want to clear myself.

she backed in one corner and tears started to fall from her eyes.

"listen please don't cry, I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you please, just listen to me once," I said with all the world's hope.

she was shaking her head left right and holding her hands on her chest, what have I done to her, oh god.

i tried to walk towards her but she broke down in sobs and mumbled "please don't come near me, please." she was very fragile and i was the reason behind it but when I was about to take the next step her mother along with her father barged in her room and saw the unexpected situation.

it was a bad day for me.

her father pushed me to the other side of the room and her mother was holding her in her embrace.

"Please let me talk to her, I'm sorry for what I did." his father was not in the mood to listen to any of my reasons, and next I know I was thrown out of her house like some garbage bag.

A few days later, my mother called me and told me that Ansuya filed a report against me for attempted rape and stalking.

how can she? and they demanded to suspend my pilot license and my future was in the danger.

how can all this happen just like that, I loved her and she did this to me, without giving me any second chance.

i did wrong and i knew it, but my mother was crying, my father is the director of the college and they all got to see shame just because of me.

i can't be this selfish, and what was her situation that she betrayed me like this? I hate you, I hate you to my core Ansuya.

i loved you and you took everything from me. I will never see you ever again, I'll die but never.

my father told me that he somehow handled the situation but it will cost my license to be on hold for 3 years and I have to sign the papers that's I will never come around her or see her.

if that's what she wants, be my guest, because I can never fall on my knees for some selfish girl who just took my love for madness.

I lost my ability to perform properly in front of people and my mom suggested that I should go to rehab to get my sanity back and after that everything will be fine.

but none of us were aware that it was just the beginning of our annihilation.