Fanática (addicted) ✔️

or Love

I tried to jerk my hand from his grip and he tightens it even more, aww my blood circulation, my beer washed away, and a wave of fear and cringe rushed through my body.

No, it's not happening again, I was provoking him, not forcing, I just want to talk, nothing else, "Tyag please I am sorry, I didn't mean anything, I'll not bother you anymore."

he looked into my eyes and didn't even budge.

he took me to his room and flung me inside locking the door. I looked at him in horror.

My eyes were teary and I was shivering, I remembered the same day, he finger fcuked me and touched me wrong.

he looked at me and then punched the nearest wall, his knuckles were bleeding and he was punching the wall back to back, I was terrified, what was wrong with him, he was never like this.

I tried to calm him, but he broke the vase near him on the stand and it shattered into pieces. I'm scared please save me, god.

"Tyag, calm down.' i whispered

"calm down my foot," he shouted like a maniac, what have I done to you, you were never like this.

"see we can talk, please calm down, let's sit... have some water." I tried to normalize him

"yeah sure, sit on my lap, let's talk, I want to talk so much..." he jerked me towards him and pushed me to the same wall which he punched earlier, in the process my feet got hurt by the broken vase piece.

I closed my eyes, I was sure I was bleeding, it hurts, a tear fell from my eyes, I can feel his breaths fanning over my face, and he was not even disturbed.

"look how much I want to talk to you, see I am here, you wanted this for a long time, right. let's give it to you," he said throwing me on the bed pulling me from my forearm.

I fall on the bed bounced once, I saw him unbuttoning his shirt, "let's play some rape." he said and came crawling in my direction.

My feet, my dignity, and my blooming love everything was hurting and he was not even aware.

I was crying and he was on top of me. "you want to tell everyone, what I did to you three years ago, well now add this as well... I'm going to do now." he said with a fuming voice and bit my neck valley hard as possible, I tried to shout but he kept his hand over my lips to prevent my scream.

My hands pushed him but he was untamable, he was rock hard, damn girl, why you did all this.

"You missed me right?, here I am why pushing me now? baby?" he said smirking and biting my other side with the same intensity.

I was crying hard, my eyes were swollen and he was not even near to done.

my hand has no energy to remove this monster above me, I hate him, yes... please god I'm sorry, I don't want this.

I prayed hard.

"You never love me, and I love you with my every breath, I went crazy just because of you, my career was on the verge of... nothing matters to you right, the moment you saw me, you again started to destroy my life, you got to live a happy fcuking three years, where I was in a.... leave it. you want this and I am more than happy." he gripped my bosoms hards and I sobbed loud, what have I made you.

he pressed my leg and in the process, my blood was all over the white sheet, it was gross and horrible.

I tried to jerk him hard but he slapped me.

I was taken back for a moment and then he kissed me as harshly as possible.

"noo stop it" I shouted

he looked into my eyes and unzipped his pant taking his member out, I was nodding my head in no "please you'll regret this, please no" I was not ready, I thought he was touching me, but rape really.

"You'll love me more after this," he whispered sensually

"what?" and with that, he shoved his hard d!ck into my slightly wet cave, invading my purity.

"shit" he shouted I was sobbing turning my head at the corner, the missionary style we were sharing was the most uncomfortable for me, his weight was killing and his fcuking d!ck was going deep inside of me.

I rested my struggles and tried to accept his giving, I wanted it right, fcuk yes, I wanted it, I have done all this, I forced him, where he was not even looking at me, this was all my doing. I sobbed.

He fcuked me hard and rough for like an hour, he was going again and again.

"Is this enough for you or you want more, slut?" he asked

I just heard slut and I dozed off.

The next morning I woke up with the sourness between my legs and my head was aching.

I found myself in the blanket alone, my feet were hurting as well but not like yesterday.

I checked my phone and saw fifteen missed calls from Jatin.

but the biggest question was where was he?

I called Jatin and his high-pitched voice was waiting for me "where are you Ansuya, I looked for you everywhere, are you all right?"

"I'm fine, I came out for a walk and I'll be right back" I lied.

to be honest, I was hurt, he fcuked me and he left me like some cheap whore, didn't even bother to wake me up or anything. my eyes were not stoping from crying and I was more than hurt.

I somehow manage myself and walked towards the washroom, but the thing that surprised me most was this room was vacant, nothing which could belong to him was present in the room, I walked somehow to the elevator and downstairs and saw Jatin in the lobby.

"thank god you are fine, where were you, I thought something happens to you..." he said

"where are Janki and Tyag?" I asked out of the blue.

he looked at me in confusion and said "they had the flight early morning, they are gone."

I was anything but shattered, he was gone, he left me. he came back to my life almost after three years and when I thought I could have him back in my life he left me again, and this time it was more than just obsession or addiction.

it was the bond of love, cause I saw it in his eyes.

"You should pack your bags too, your flight is in 2 hours," Jatin said bringing me back to the real world.