Fanática (addicted) ✔️

Him

He was standing there in shorts and a summer shirt with those flower prints, looking fit and muscular, his hairdo was different from the other time, how many years... three I guess, shit what is this, what is he doing here?

I was not thinking straight, a ray of happiness fall into my sad world. my irritating mood was bloomed looking at him, yes Tyag, my Tyag.

what?

he looked like he was waiting for somebody, don't tell me he is that close friend of Jatin, no way.

My phone ringed once again and I picked it in an instinct, "yeah... ok... hmm... ok"

he told me that his friend is standing there in a flower print shirt, shit.

I slowly walked towards him and he still was busy with his phone, my heart was beating fast and sweat beads were forming on my forehead, how am I going to face him. what will I tell him?

what if he lashed at me, what if he tried to hurt me again, what if he told everything to Jatin, shit I can't do this.

I have to go back, I'll make any excuse but no I don't want him back in my life. may be I was craving and thinking about him lately, but somewhere i know he is a monster and I can't let this one hurt me again, but I guess I was too late.

He was looking in my direction. damn shit, his eyes are beautiful, get a grip you sh! thole.

But what I noticed when he walked to me was emptiness, he was blank like I am some stranger and he is meeting me for the very first time.

His posture was looking so good, damn I was regretting my whole life, he was more handsome and I really mean this time. what is wrong with me. I can't act like this. damn, i am ogling, shutup.

he is standing just in front of me, but with an expressionless face. and I like a stupid started planning my future with him.

"Tyag" his name left my mouth and just then he eyes changed just for fraction of seconds, but back to being cold in a bit.

he took my luggage and walked towards the entrance of the lobby, he didn't speak anything to me and I followed him like a lost puppy.

he asks the receptionist for the keys and placed them over my bag, and just like that he bid his farewell without saying anything to me.

WHAT?

I was standing there staring at the keys like some stupid kid but my trance gets broke when no other than Jatin shook me from my shoulder, I guess his meeting is over.

"I am sorry I just got free, Tyag told me you are here so I came rushing, I hope you didn't get any problem from there to here." from his whole sentence I just heard the word Tyag.

"Tyag?" and it left my mouth

"yeah my close friend, I know he is not a friendly guy but he is my main, I am sorry for his behavior," he stated.

I was shocked why god, I thought I'll get out of all this and now they are close friends nice.

what else?

He dropped me to my room " I'll meet you in the evening, there is a small celebration with my close friends, you must be tired, have some rest." with that he left me standing in the hallway.

I went in and thrown myself on the comfy bed, I really need a drink.

My mind was blank, the system shut down, I don't know how to react, only my roommate knows about my alcohol addiction, I tried to control myself in public but I can't now.

I went to the mini-fridge and took some mini bottles out and gulped them one by one.

huh!

"I hate you life, I hate you, god, I hate everything..." I shouted like a maniac

I was running from all this for the past three years, maybe I was thinking about him or whatever but it's not like I really want him back in my life.

it's like I want to see BTS and then I got to see them, why not this.

I was high and I was speaking anything, trust me and almost dozed off on the floor, whats wrong with me getting drunk and fall asleep on the floors.

I heard a loud bang on the door and that's how I awake.

I managed myself somehow and looked through the peephole it was Jatin, damn I am looking like a rascal.

"you ok Ansuya?" he asked from the other side.

"yeah I am fine" I shouted tried to sound sobber,

"OK, we are leaving in half-hour for the beech and party, the party starts at 8, will you get ready and join us?" he asked

"yeah, give me some time I'll be down at the reception" I shouted back

"ok..." he left thank god

I straight went to took shower and sobbed myself with the cold water, dried my hair and some makeup and I am all set to go, but it's past 8 oh shit I am late.

i ran downstairs and found Jatin waiting for me in the lobby. he was looking cool with his black shirt and denim pants, oh I forgot to tell you about Jatin, he is 6'1" fair guy with dark hairs, we all have dark gleamy eyes but he has a little darker shade of golden, he's fit and his lips are beautifully curved like naturally, I mean.

he smiled at me and said "you look beautiful." oh yeah I was wearing this black off-shoulder dress as well, I smiled back at him and we both left for the venue.

He seems to be a nice guy, within like few mins we were there, he waved at his friends and I found HIM sitting in a corner but what shocked me most was there was a girl and she was sticking like glue to him.

my blood started to boil and I was not thinking straight, I took Jatin's hand in my and we walked towards them.

he didn't look at me, why?

Jatin introduced me to all his other friends and "you have already met Tyag and this is his girlfriend oh sorry fiance, Janki" Jatin stated the fact, and the land below me slide like an earthquake.