Dirty Little Secret - Not Edited

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Myla Mendez

I can't can't believe Enzo and I just made out! What's wrong with me? I never do that. That was stupid and irresponsible, I'm trying to prove to my parents how much I hate him, but it looks like I need to prove it to myself first.

If you don't know the story of why I hate him so much then you would just assume I'm a bitch...which I am anyway but still.

When Enzo and I where on a mission and everything was fine until he accidentally hit me in the shoulder then I done it back, then he hit my other shoulder...it went on for a while us just throwing knives at each other. Eventually we had both pulled knives out of our legs, arms, shoulders and Enzo had to pull on out of his foot.

We ended up wrestling on the floor until we where scolded by our fathers then we called it truce. We arrived back from the mission the next day to his house, that we where staying in for a while. We got to the house and one of his little whores was there, she ran up smothering him in kisses. Being a freak as usual.

Enzo pushed her off and walked inside the house. I was looking for my phone when I realised I left it in the car. I went back in and took it out, I also seen that Enzo had left his in the car. I picked it up and it clicked on...I swear I never switched it on.

The messages where from a friend of his Martin.

Martin: "Fuck her and leave her. That's the best way man."

Martin: "If you don't fuck her, I will. She's sexy as fuck."

Martin: "Once you've finished with her, send her my way. I'm looking for a bitch and Myla is an easy target."

The rage, anger, fury, hurt, and emptiness folded through me. I don't know what hurt more, the fact that he was developing feelings, or that he was trying to get rid of them by fucking me. I never seen his response to the texts but regardless, I hate him for it. He clearly wanted to fuck me and that was it. Just like most guys to be honest. Not that I care. That's when I started drinking a lot, and slept around.

Even after those messages I decided I was being dramatic and forgot about it. But then we where at a club one night...

**4 years ago**

"Don't you think you should cut down on the drink?" He rested his hand on my waist as I through my head back leaning on his shoulder. "Absolutely not!" I moved away from him. "I'm going for a drink want something?" He shook his head no and I left for the bar. I ordered 2 vodka shots. Once I turned round he was making out with some blonde chick. She whispered something in his ear and he smiled following her to a booth.

Fuck it. And fuck him.

I walked through the club and food some random guy dancing I stood beside him and whispered in his ear. "Wanna fuck?" He never even though he followed me through the club and to a booth not far from Enzo's.

I pushed him down on couch and straddled him, I trailed kisses down his neck as he hiked up my dress. I signalled for my security to close the curtains of the booth and we fucked right there.

I walked out moment later...unsatisfied may I add! And Enzo was stood at the curtain his face fuming. "Hey ready to go?" I said wiping my lips with my thumb and smirking as I walked off him following behind me.

**now**

The way I see it, if he was gonna be a dick about it then I might as well be one right back!

We arrived in Mexico, ready for the mission but had to stop at one of Vincent's homes here to drop of Luna. She fainted right after we got off the plane and is now in bed resting.