𝖩𝗂𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗀 𝖧𝖺𝗇'𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝖺𝗋𝗒 || crack book [?]

Entry 6

Diary,

I feel excluded from the group nowadays. I always feel like I don't deserve to speak or I don't deserve to laugh. I hold myself back from speaking unnecessarily, and only speak or sing when we're making songs in the studio.

Writing in this diary is like the only way I can feel human. It's the only thing I have been doing that doesn't make me seem like a company created robot. I can feel Jeongin staring at my back as i'm writing this.

I feel, I feel tired. I don't know why i'm still here. I feel like straykids can do so much better without me. I love STAY and I love straykids so much, but I don't think both are doing well with me still here.

I've screwed up so many times at practice, and I can't create amazing songs anymore. I realeased ALIEN so that maybe, just maybe, everyone will get a hint toward what I'm feeling.

Thanks for listening to me, diary.

Goodnight.

영원하지 않았으면 좋겠어요.

-Han

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We are getting into the angsty stuff folks
Get ready :D

Also, unimportant but I tried cosplay for the first time ever !!!!!!!! rate it maybe?

I recycled my old uniform to make hanako kun's uniform ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Have a good day everyone!

모두들 좋은 하루 보내요!!

~ ace/han