"we having dinner out today." Ms Black said as she walked in my room
And here I was, about to sleep.
"O-okay." I said
She gave me a sad smile and walked away.
I should have smiled back...
I awkwardly sat next to Derek while we waited for the others to get in the car. Only a few of us where in Ms Black's car and the others went to the other car.
"You look nervous." Derek said while turning to look at me
" Not really, I'm just thinking." I said
"That's all you being doing lately." Alex said as he got in the car and I sighed
What did I ever do to him?
" Don't be like that, she still has to get used to us." Derek said, defending me
" When will she get used to us, a month or so." Alex scoffed
" Why are you doing this?" Derek asked " You were the one who loved her the most so why?"
"Boys!" Ms Black raised her voice, stopping the two
I stared at my hands and I felt someone staring at me. I knew who it was but I didn't want to look at those eyes that only screamed hate.
The drive to the restaurant was quiet, no one bothered to started a conversation and neither did I look up.
The car had finally stopped and I was relieved.
"Finally, I'm so hungry." Derek said while stretching out his arms
I looked at him and smiled.
I wonder how he doesn't find this whole situation awkward.
But yet again, he doesn't seem like the type to.
I got out the car and yarned.
"Tired already?" Ms Black asked, startling me
"Yea-yeah." I answered
Then suddenly a hand went around my shoulder.
"Can I show something to Summer before we start ordering?" Derek asked and Ms Black nodded.
"Where are you taking me?" I asked
He smiled at me and said" You will see."
I wrapped my hands around my arm, feeling cold.
"Are you trying to freeze me to death." I whined as I tried warming up myself
"This isn't so bad." Derek said
I shook my head and stared at the view in front of me.
"Dad loved coming here at this time." Derek said, "He wanted to bring you here once."
I bit my lip and nodded my head.
What am I supposed to say. I feel bad and sad but finding out my whole life was a lie isn't helping me.
" I know it's hard for you to get used to us and you don't have to force yourself. I'm sure you gonna come around if you ready." He said
Eating never felt so uncomfortable. Alex kept on glaring at me from across the table.
I sighed and dropped my fork down, losing my appetite.
"Why aren't you eating?" Ms Black asked
"I'm full." I answered back
She gave me a small smile and went back on eating.
"Why don't you tell us about yourself?" Miche asked
I looked down and bit my lip." There's really nothing important about me." I said
"I'm sure there's something important." He said
"Um..ah...I had quite a lot of friends and my parents were over controlling." I said then the table got silence once again
Why do they keep on asking me questions if they would stay quiet afterwards.
Sorry for the short chapter, I'm gonna try and write a longer one. It's been long since I updated because I don't have much motivation...
