Y/N POV
My mom asked me if I knew you..(yeonjun)
A million memories flashed through my mind but it's all blurd I just smile and said I used to it
why can't I see him? why isn't everything clear
why I do not remember everything I wanted to know all about him but how?I only have one that keeping to myself that I saw him with me I hugged him and I shouted his name I heard him say he loves me but why can't I recognize him?
I open my eyes to see him in front of me..
Hi love the time already done
I'm still looking at him
"Wake up there"
Now I look at my sleeping body I'm still sleeping..
My soul left my body..
I try to comeback but there's nothing happen,I force it too but there's nothing Happened until when the monitor comes to.......
DEATH TIME:9:00AM
"No Y/n wake up please"Yeonjun said
I'm sorry
"You just woke up why did you sleep again?"yeonjun added
FLASHBACK (WHEN YOU Last Open your eyes) Yeonjun Pov
"Wait yeonjun"You called me
I just look at You"Can you stay here if your my boyfriend then stay"You said causing me to shocked I smile
And Nodded you layed in your bed and start asking me"I'm still sleepy can I sleep at least 1 hour?"you said and I smile
"Okay just sleep I'm gonna wake you up later you gonna woke up right?"I said
"Promise I'm gonna woke up"you said
"Let's pinky promise"I said and you ready you pinky finger
"Promise-"i said but I look at you, You already asleep,you close your eyes... Already
I let you to sleep cause I love you...
I love you...
(END OF FLASHBACK)
Y/n point of view
"NO IT'S CAN'T BE!"I said and trying my self to come back at my body I cried
"Y/n-Ahh Open your eyes there"Yeonjun Said while tears fall into her cheeks
"Yeonjun-ahh always remember I love you.."I said even though he didn't heard it
"What about the pinky promise you promise to me YAHH open your eyes"
"I'm sorry I broke the pinky promise"I said again while tears fall into my cheeks
"I'm going to marry you wake up there"Yeonjun said while crying
"I'm sorry yeonjun-Ahh i let you find a girl that always loving you.. The girl you gonna marry"
"A girl always be your side and makes you happy"
"I'm sorry I failed to make it up"
"I'm S-sorry yeonjun I love you"
Sorry I'm not good enough but I tried to be..
It's been magical but I gotta go now Yeonjun....
I need to go now....
YEONJUN POV
AFTER 3 years
It's been 3 years love,Today's the anniversary of the day that I lost you and for a time is felt as though my life had ended too..
I know how much you love me as much as I love you and each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too
Love are you okay there?
Are you sleeping peacefully?
Are you saw me here?
Are you looking at me?
Can you hugged me for a while.
Mom said I need to move on but Doesn't mean I'm gonna forget about you it's just means I have to accept what happened and continued living.
Each day I look up to sky hoping that your looking at me
Each day I call your name just not ever forget you
Each day i just feels so different but it hasn't been the same....( I'm missing you)
Each day I always ask my self why? You had to go away from me..
I miss our memories..
I miss you..
no matter how much we want it.. Some stories just don't have a happy ending
And this is the proof that's story not always ended being happy sometimes also ends in painful reality with a playful destiny..
At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to leave you alone and walk away
It's hurt to move on but sometimes it's more hurt to hold on..
I'm still not ready to accept that you are gone.... I'm working on it but I hate to admit that day has not arrived yet maybe it never will
It just hurts me to think that you are not here just to love me.. you're also here to take your last sleep.
"I need to go now Love,Always remember I love you even though I'm busy now as an Idol I never forget you,Your the only one girl I love forever,No longer by my side but forever in my Heart"I touched your grave and put some flower on it I stood up and said
You will forever be my hardest goodbye...
♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧
Sometimes to get your life back you have t
face the death of what you life is like.
The saddest part of life is that you can't control it the best we can do is try to let go ourselves feel it when comes and let go when we canI'm happy now here Yeonjun Don't worry about me I'm completely Fine..
In loving memory of
Hwang Y/n
Birth:June 13 2000
Death:Sep.9 2021
Forever on our thoughtsThe end!!!
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LAST SLEEP (Choi Yeonjun)
Fanfiction"I'm already here waiting for you." It just hurts me to think that you are not here just to love me..you're also here to take your LAST SLEEP Started:2/3/2021 Ended:2/19/2021 (BACKGROUND NOT MINE!!) 🔖Lowkey intended ™📌