Finding My Way Back To You

Chapter 1

It's my third year at Hogwarts and my alarm just went off.

"Ugh its Monday" I mumbled to myself as I fumbled out of bed towards my dresser. I decided to wear a black skirt and a burgundy turtle neck. I get dressed quickly and put on your robes. You do light makeup, brush your teeth and do your hair in a loose braid. Then I made my way down to the Gryffindor common room.

"Morning guys!" I said to everyone, walking over to Ron and kissing him on the forehead.

"Good morning lovely" he said in his raspy morning voice it was so insanely cute. I can't believe its been 3 months since we started going out. I saw him a lot over the summer. I had a huge crush on him in the beginning of second year.

We talked for a bit and then started to walk down towards the Great Hall. We were a bit late so when we walked in everyone looked at us. I even caught out of all people, Malfoy staring. When I sat down I put some food on my plate and went to take a look at my schedule. We all pass them around and harry and I have really similar scheduales.

"Oh Harry we have the same schedule except for only 1 class" I said with excitement. I was hopeful. I was just glad I wasn't alone. I had a most of my classes with Ron, and only 2 with Hermione because she was so advanced and taking like a billon classes at once, but I was glad to be off to a good start this year.

Even though it was Monday, my mood had lightened as I walked to Herbology with Ron, Harry and Neville. Something about the new school year never gets old.

When we walked in Draco was sitting down next to Blaise and Pansy. I waved at Blaise. He waved back and smile but Draco rolled his eyes, and started talking to Blaise about god only knows what. He was always so cold. Would it ever hurt him to smile every once in awhile?

I thought about when Draco and I were little, how we would run around the manner chasing each other laughing, playing to your hearts content. But after the sorting he chose to ignore me because I was in gryffindor. I never understood why, but I try not to dwell on it anymore. It was all done and over with. I pushed away all my stray thoughts and went back to focus on the lesson.

When it was lunch time I grabbed my Diary and started to write;

Dear diary,
The start of this year is going well so far, but I just Don't get Malfoy. I just can't seem to figure him out. One day we were friends and the next he dropped me? It just seems so unlike him. I hate the way things are now. I know this happened long ago but I can never seem to get over it because we were so close. I wonder though what would happen if we were still friends.
- Y/N

I closed my diary and let out a sigh. I got up and took a walk to the quidditch field to clear my head. I took a seat in the stands and watched Ron and Harry practice with the rest of the team. I didn't get much sleep the night before so I accidentally dozed off.

I woke up and was kind of groggy. I didnt even realize that I was in bed until after a few minutes.

"What the hell how did i get here?" I started to remember going to quidditch and falling asleep. But who brought me here? And where the fuck is my diary?

I got up frantically and looked around everywhere. I pretty much tore up my dorm and still didn't find it. I checked the time and I already managed to skip a class on my first day back. And of course out of all the classes it was potions. I was so totally gonna get detention. Lets just say me and snape don't get along very well. There goes tomorrow night to study for my transfigurations test.

If my diary wasn't in my dorm it had to be in the stands right? I slipped on my shoes and walked as quickly as i could to the field. If somebody took that and read it I think I might actually pass out.

The walk felt like an eternity. I can't believe I allowed this to happen.

Anddddd of course it isn't there. I'm not even suprised. Whatever I'll just have to ask Ron later because since he brought me up here maybe he has it.

Okay hey guys!! That was the end of chapter 1 and I hope it was good and got you hooked. I know things are kind of slow right now but I promise that it will get more interesting. I have a lot more planned. I'm working on a new chapter as we speak. Love you all 💗