Platonic ; s.w (DISCONTUINED)

Chapter eighteen

Paisley ..

I slumped down in the car seat as I pressed my head towards the cold window .

"Are we almost there?" I questioned as matt & Jack chuckled.

"No paise we've been driving for 30 minutes but we're stopping for dinner" Jack g said as I put my phone head phones in blaring "Heart ache on the big screen" by 5sos .

"This ain't a movie that I wanna see
A tragic story, starring you and me
Yell "cut", we're stuck inside this scene
This is heartache on the big screen
The clock is ticking, and I'm out of time
The camera's rolling, and I forgot my lines , My script is ripped and now I see this heart ache on the big screen"

I sang lightly as the boys all looked at me.

"Fast forward to the end after everyone's gone home & they forgot it all" I hummed as Jack pulled into Jack & the box.

I ripped my head phones out of my ears as i unbuckled my seat belt and hopped out of the car while fixing my self.

"Come on you look fine lets go" matt groaned as I flipped him off & made my way towards the door.

I stopped in my tracks as I saw Sam nash & cameron sitting at table , I stood there admiring his features how could someone I love so much hurt me so bad.

"I can't do it" i whispered as there heads turned to me.

I shook my head before I ran out of the fast food place and leaned against Jacks jeep , Until I felt someone stand Anear me.

"I can't do it I can't pretend everything's okay because it's not I can't look at him and pretend I don't love him anymore because I do I can't fucking stop how could I want someone who does this to me." I cried as I breathing began to pick up heavily.

"Paisley you need to calm down your gunna have a Attack again please babe calm down" Shawns voice soothingly spoke as my throat began to enclose.

"Gilinsky" I chocked out as I slid down the side of the car.

Shawn quickly ran inside and yelled for Gilinsky as I laid down in the parking lot.

He soon ran out with gilinsky & matt by his side as everything started to get blurry.

"Paisley you need to breath , breath fuck where's you inhaler" he frantically said as they looked around the inside of the car.

He put the inhaler to my mouth as I smacked out of this hands making it go across the parking lot & shook my head no before everything went black.

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Yo sorry for the lack of updates schools killing my social life .

I'm seeing shawn again in ct whooohoo.

So if you have any questions onto how this chapter is confusing or something comment them!

This will all make sense next chapter which will be on Friday!

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