Platonic ; s.w (DISCONTUINED)

Chapter twenty-one

"And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything
But I got nothing here without you"
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Paisley ..

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* flash back*

"Love is a strong word paisley , I give you credit for even using that word , but the truth is im truly madly deeply in love with you , yeah I know i kissed Anther im a fuck up and you know that , this relationship was suppose to stay platonic and it didn't and thank god it fucking didn't because I just can't seem to stay away from you baby girl "

I gulped as I shook my head and stumbled towards Rosalie who was dancing with gilinsky.

"Sam just confuseed his love for me what do I do" I slurred as they both looked at me with wide eyes.

"Holy shit" they said at the same time as I shrugged my shoulders .

"Where's johnson I need a good fuck tonight"

"Woah slow down there tiger , your not even suppose to be drinking and you will not be fucking our best friend" Gilinsky said as I pouted .

*flash back over*

I grunted as I stomped down the stairs while fixing my pajama shorts and crop top . As I continued down the stairs I can hear music blasting , I rolled my eyes as I made my towards the living room area to see , jacks & Sam , matt & cam .

I walked towards the kitchen and grabbed a orange juice and sat down on the chair that was there and scrolled through Twitter on my phone , I put the head phones in that we're on the table in my ears and played one last time by ariana grande .

"I promise after that I'll let you go" I sang as I went on Instagram to see I had been tagged in various photos .

The first photo consisted of alice & I with drinks in our hands with our tongues out , the second was Rosalie & i sitting down with our arms wrapped around each other then there was a group picture and the rest were pointless .

A pair of hands tugged on the headphones and yanked them causing them to make a clanking noise on the counter . I looked up to see 3 of them hovering over me , just as I was about to say something my phone started
Ringing .

The shawn mendes !!

"Hey ugly" I spoke as I could picture him rolling his eyes on the other end.

"Hey to you to , anyways I have a surprise"

"Ooh! Did you get me concert tickets ???"

"Yes but you know what would be a rad date ?"

"Trey songz , chris brown & tyga"

"Ugh you suck at this but anyways surprise concert next Thursday see you then love u text you the details"

"WAIT YOU WERE SERIOUS but yah I love you too text me who" I said as shawn bid a good bye and hung up .

"Okay what's up" I asked as they all looked at me .

"We need to talk" Jack g said as I nodded my head .

"Do you remember anything from last night ?"

"I remember me wanting to fuck johnson" i shrugged as they brushed out laughing .

"And the Sam thing" I said as I rolled my eyes .

"Don't roll your eyes he really does" Gilinsky spoke .

"Okay first of all don't tell me what todo , second you need to get your head out of your ass and realize there will never be a me and Sam again , if Im positive you guys were the ones who told me I could do better his own best friends . He cheated on ME people who cheat on you shows that there bored of you its a choice not a mistake . I thought I loved Sam I really did but he really just showed me how naive I was to think of that there was actually so fuck Sam , you don't know what iTs like feeling worth it for once and I hen don't To have everything you loved be gone in a flash fuck You don't get it! I'm so done with all of my this trying to be someone , how am I suppose to Handle a relationship when I barley know what's wrong with me , so fuck you an fuck sam , mostly you for saying he means it when he dosent I hate you!"I screamed as I threw my orang juice across the room hitting the door making a loud noise .

I quickly grabbed my keys to my car as I slipped on my shoes and ran out the door and drove to no where .

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PAISLEY RANT PROBS DIDNT MAKE SENSE BC IT WAS SUPPOSE TO SOUND RAMBLED LIKED BUT IDK IF I WANT THEM BACK TOGETHER SO COMMENT WHO U LIKE HER W

THIS ISNT EDITED AND I DIDNT RE READ IT BUT GO READ MY JACK FANFIC