abnormal / levixreader

resolution

you don't complain even though you didn't want to. You take the papers from Hanji knowing if you tried to object Hanji would question you. 

You make your way down the hall with the papers tucked in envelopes. As you walk you think to yourself 

maybe I can just leave them outside his door 

not knowing the content inside you knew it was a bad idea and couldn't do that. 

you stand outside of Levi's door 

what am I scared of? I'm just dropping off paperwork

you knock on the door waiting patiently for a reply. 

"name and business" you hear the man on the other side state "I'm here to drop off paperwork from Hanji" you say not saying your name. 

"come in" he calls out moments later. You slowly open the door to see Levi at his desk surrounded by paperwork himself. Candles dimly lit around the room. You shut the door behind you quietly walking over to Levi's desk. 

You hand him the envelope you watch as he opens it scanning over the top of the first paper before sitting it down and picking up his pen going back to his work. You were standing their arms behind your back waiting to be dismissed. 

"may I go now, sir" you finally manage to get out. "sit" was all Levi said not looking up to you scribbling on a paper. 

You hesitate for a moment, indecision fogging your mind you do so wonder why he wanted you here.

You sit there your hands in your lap you watch as Levi continues to write, after minutes of sitting in silence you grow bored looking around Levi's room at his bookshelf reading over the spines of the books. 

You feel eyes on you. You look back over at Levi he's stopped writing "The reason I'm not putting you back on missions isn't that you won't sleep with me" he then says you could hear him choking on his words having to address that out loud. 

You stare at Levi's hand as he taps his pen on his desk a few times you look back up to see his cheeks were flushed pink as he waited for your response. 

"Am I not a good soldier?" you say your voice shaking a bit. 

You look up meeting his eyes "shut up, brat!" he says loudly you feel yourself getting upset with him once again your eyes showing your rage building up at the man before you. Levi stands to his feet coming around the desk. 

As he leaned against the front of the desk he leans down in front of you searching your face you refused to let go of the eye contact wanting a clear answer on why he was doing this. 

"you don't get it, do you" he then speaks you stand to your feet stepping close to him causing him to lean back onto the desk. 

"get what, Levi" you hiss 

Levi lifts up attempting to reassert his dominance over you his face inches from yours. You feel his demeanor change. His blush burning deeper on his face as his eyes fell to the ground. 

the scent of tea leaves and fresh cotton fill your nose once again. 

you go to turn away from him but he grips your arm. But it was different from any other time he's grabbed you, it was full of need rather than aggression.

You turn your head back his way a blush now creeping up on your cheeks. Your heart was beating hard against your chest so hard you felt Levi could hear it

"get what, Levi" you say again with force 

"I'm trying to protect you" he says still looking to the ground. Your body relaxes your mouth drops open you didn't know what to say as a lump in your throat formed. You felt Levi's hand slowly slide down to your wrist.