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Autumn Malanie Thomas

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Autumn Malanie Thomas

It's been two months since me and Messiah have broken up. I'm not gonna lie and say it hasn't been killing me. Sometimes I miss him and just wanna call him. Sometimes I just wanna go apologize, jump in his arms, and kiss him. Sometimes I just wanna fuck. I miss him being around...

But than all I can think about is everything being a lie. All his promises...

Than it has me wondering, if he's been cheating on me you know? And I know he gotta be thinking the same, but honestly I regret even getting revenge now.

My thoughts were quickly turned off when I released my orgasm. "Fuck." I panted as Zion came up and kissed me sliding his tongue in my mouth.

"You good? You don't seem interested?"

I forced a smile and pecked his lips, "I am boo, I swear." I lied making him smile as he pecked my lips.

He stood up and started looking for his underwear, "What you wanna do today?"

I played with my nails and shrugged, "It doesn't matter."

"No for real Autumn what's up?"

"Nothing Zion, I'm just saying it doesn't matter what we do. You can pick."

He bit his lip and looked at me like he was tryna read me, "You still miss that nigga don't you?"

"No." I said lying again. "Look, you wanted to give us a chance right? So I'm giving us a chance."

He chuckled, "Yeah I wanna give us a chance, but do you?"

I nodded slowly making him rub the back of his neck, "Nah you don't. I'm not finna compete with a nigga I shouldn't have to compete with. He doesn't want you anymore. And all these niggas not gone want you, but I do. So either get ya shit together or be alone."

When he walked away my eyes started to fill with tears, but I quickly pushed them back and walked to the kitchen. I grabbed a shot glass and downed two shots of Henny quickly putting the bottle away.

"Wanna take a shower?" Zion asked softly making me shake my head.

"Nah imma take one by myself."

"Why?"

"Because I want too."

"Whatever. Wanna take a bath than?"

"No." I said dryly staring at him.

He scoffed, "The fuck is you acting like this for?"

"Honestly, Zion. We don't have to do anything together today, I just wanna be alone."

"Weird ass." He mumbled walking away making me shake my head. "Aye Autumn, yo ass losing all yo cool points with me."

Wanna beat Kevin ass, but he just like Kevin. Without the abuse ...

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