🎶If I share my secret with you,
promise you'll keep it safe?
Hope my Heart with you is also safe?
You promise never to leave, don't you?
Be there for me will you?
Hey my candy man
I be under your arm
Hold me tight
Close to sight......🎶
"Arrrrh!!!! Lame lame lame!" I felt disgusted by the rhyme I'm tryna make. I sound stupid desperate. I just want to write music and sing it too.
Dad says I have no future with music, but who's he to decide my future?! I'm gonna prove him real wrong!
KNOCK! KNOCK!! KNOCK!!!
And who might that be to disturb my inner peace? "Yes?"
My door swung opened, introducing some feets first, on a black faux suede four inches heeled mule; also a black body suit top and a tan godet skirt. Sara! I immediately looked away. No way she gonna see me looking at her.
"The dishes ain't gonna do them selves young lady". I felt her eyes looking at me in disdain. What do I care? I do whatever I like, whenever I want! Do I?
I wasn't in the mood to exchange words with this woman this moment. I'm tryna think! Yet I still wanted to annoy her the more.
"You deaf or what?" I could sense the anger and frustration in her tone. I'm so loving this!
"I gonna have to confiscate your gadgets".
Just as I know how to irritate Sara, she also knows the button to drive me nuts.
Confiscate my gadgets? Really? Does she know I'm holding to hit her right at her jaw?
"You can't do that! Dad won't let you!" I said tryna defend.
Although I was standing and looking right back at her, I made no effort to leave.
"Shall we try?" She put up this evil grin and left. Did she?
Stood by the door to have a last laugh, "I'm the wife. Never forget that." She fucking got the laugh.
Sara has been married to dad for five years, and I still refuse to see her as mom - not even step mom. She's all bad news!
Dad stopped paying attention to me cos of her. I got hurt real bad, like that shit hurt me bad. I existed to be criticized the moment Sara got here.
I'm fine with it! Already used to being a loner, only makes me miss mom more. So I decided to make music. I enjoy singing, I mean I have a good voice. I wasn't just the music writing type - yet I wanna try...
Time to do the dishes, I can't live here without my gadgets.
𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎,
𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝒾𝓉𝓈. 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝓊𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒻𝓁𝒾𝓇𝓉.
𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜𝓃' 𝓉𝓇𝓎 𝓎𝓊𝓃𝓃𝑜. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝑔𝑜𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝓃' 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓂 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝑒.
𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓃𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓉𝑒𝓇.
𝒟𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓎....
𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒
𝐼𝓋𝓎💛
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Two weeks later, Tina gave me a cool visit. Needed some different kind of energy round this shelter. I thought I was almost going insane! Being here ALONE is a different kind of the surviving here.
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