forbidden (dabixhawksxreader)

Introduction/Back story

Hey I hope you enjoy the story this is the backstory of y/n you are 4 in this flashback. The black darker letters are thoughts sorry if there is and errors this is my first story enjoy!❤
(y/n) Pov:
I'm watching TV with my family cuddled with my brother a feel a jolt. I wake up sweating heavily breathing glasses foged up with  thick breath i feel that my heart is fluttering. I hear blood curdling screaming then a sound I will never forget *bang bang* I trip over my feet panicking the hall seemed so long and dark. My body was moving on its own. Runing down the creeking wood floors. My mind is blank I just have to get there.

  Without thinking I swung open the door. I see I small silhouette on the floor dark red blood flowing out around the pale body. I froze I see a shadow towering over me I was paralysed sweat driping out of every pore. My soul shattered my mind had started to grasp what had happened. I start to tremble and cry struggling to get to them.

My 6 year old brother...on the floor shot dead. The dead body just stared at me pale as ice eyes black.Before I could even proses what happen. I see a clenched fist veins poping out going for my jaw. The man grabbed my hair I could feel my hair strands ripping out like strings. He threw me with force my fragile light Bodie banged agents the hallway wall.

  y/n" stop STOP PLEASE..!"

He stared over me with eyes of dark coal. No expression no remorse just a black void I stared at. Time had slowed I felt nothing but pain rush into my body as I got punched over and over. Blood slowly rushed out of my mouth. I feel something touch my lips but, I started to get blurred vision my body felt heavy.

I woke up layed out naked on the cold floor. I did not know what happened. There was bites all over me this weird liquid but I did not care. I just needed to see them. Feeling sharp pain like needles grazing me. It all hits me at once I look over to see my dead brother pale and lifeless along with my mom. Her face looked with terror she was breathing! Tears jolted down my face shaking trembling. My breathing started to get heavier my heart broken. My head started pulsing.
I cant even move I'm so unless I can't feel anything but terror it's my fault! I'M USELESS...
Y/n "MOM STA-Y WITH ME.."

I slowly crawl over to her my knees burned against the carpet burning. From the rate I was going. Tears started to fall to the floor. My breathing was even shaking. On the carpet you could see the still wet blood. Mixing with my tears as they made the carpet a dark brown. I look down my knees had bare flesh facing the air is stung.When I start crawling aging I whimper from the pain. After a eternity I finally reached her I held her close screaming

Y/n "h-ey? HEY! HEY! PLEASE wake u-p.."

A tear fell from her face her face growing paler

Y/n "no No NO no no no."

Her body grew colder and heavier she started to smile,then closed her emerald green eyes no no please not you to i feel so hopeless... I started to grasp for air hyperventilating shaking face Turing purple so much pain tears trickled down my face to her body.

(Little kid Hawks Pov:)
I was running my feet against the steaming hot ground then I hear a scream. I start running towards it forgeting about my drunk dad. Dropping my endeavor doll I ran down a cold alleyway. To see a house door open I walk in to see a murder seen. Blood smeared on the walls empty bullet shells.

y/n "it's all my fault mine mi-ne..."

Someone's alive! I walk in to see a naked girl dried treats on her face new ones formed. She was shaking trembling blood on her holding a lifeless woman. She fainted! She's so out of it she dose not see me. I start to observe her more she has wings like me black on the left and white on the right. I pick her up she is so light I have to help her! I can leave her at endeavors door! Taking off my jacket wrapping it around her cold body.

Time skip
I walk up to the number 2 heroes house and sit her down. Looking at every inch of her ingrained her in my mind. I will meat you aging I promise to know me by have this! I sit down one of my small red crimson wings on her. Pulling it into a string and tying it around her neck.

I hope you enjoyed let me know have a great day!