𝕄𝕪 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣'𝕤 𝔹𝕠𝕪𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 // 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠

02

The next morning was normal. Everybody woke up, extremely hungover. Minho slowly sat up and rubbed his eyes, adapting to the bright light coming in through the windows. Memories of last night flashed in his mind. Fuck fuck fuck fuck he thought. He stood up and walked to the kitchen. As he was pacing back and forth panicking, Seungmin walked in.

"Hey, you good?" Seungmin was confused.

"Yeah, I just, I don't know." He stopped panicking and sat on the counter. Jisung walked in. Their eyes met. Minho pointed upstairs and Jisung just nodded. He quickly jumped down and went to his bedroom. Jisung waited a minute or two so they wouldn't be acting too suspicious. As he opened the door, he could see Minho freaking out. Jisung quickly shut the door and walked over to him, putting his hands on Minho's shoulders.

"Hey, it's going to be okay, just calm down."

"No, it's not going to fucking be okay." He whisper-yelled so nobody else would hear. "We shouldn't have ever slept together. You're my brother's boyfriend. This was a fucking mistake."

"Wow, was I that bad?" Jisung jokingly asked.

"Are you fucking serious?"

"Sorry, sorry. I was just trying to lighten the mood."

"What are we going to do?"

"Nothing. We aren't gonna do anything. This will just be our little secret. We just made a mistake one time and we'll get over it without having to tell anybody."

"Okay, I guess we could do that. I mean, I think we have to."

"Right, so we're going to go downstairs and pretend like nothing happened." Minho just nodded his head and Jisung left. After a few minutes, Minho got up and hopped in the shower.

"Babe, where were you?" Yongbok asked, putting his arms around Jisung's shoulders.

"Oh, I was just looking for my phone." Jisung wrapped his arms around Yongbok's waist and quickly pecked him.

"Why would your phone be upstairs?"

"Last night I used the bathroom up there so I didn't wake anybody else up." Yongbok rested his head on the hard chest in front of him and nodded.

"What's that smell?" Chan yelled from the living room.

"SHIT SHIT SHIT I FORGOT I WAS MAKING PANCAKES." Seungmin yelled while running over to the stove. The fire alarm started going off. Nobody wanted to go turn it off so it kept ringing.

"What the hell is going on down here?" Minho asked walking down the stairs in just a towel, water dripping down his body from his hair. He looked around and turned the alarm off. He followed the trace of the burnt smell and saw Seungmin panicking in the kitchen with Hyunjin just laughing at him. "Why didn't any of you turn the alarm off??? I was just trying to have a relaxing shower." Minho sighed and nobody said anything.

"Min, sweetie, how about we go get some clothes on. " Chan ushered him upstairs into his bedroom. Once it was just the two of them, Chan continued talking. "Listen, you need to be careful about who sees you like that. I still have to pretend to be jealous that other people can see you like that." Chan and Minho were in a fake relationship. Chan's actual boyfriend wasn't ready to come out yet, so Minho agreed to cover for them. 

"It was their fault for almost burning the place down." Minho pouted from Chan's scolding and grabbed some clothes. "That reminds me though. Are you and Jeongin planning on doing anything, soon? I just need to know so I can plan around it since I'm supposed to be with you."

"Uhm, not that I know of, but I'll make sure to let you know."

"Do you think he'll be ready to come out anytime soon? I'm not trying to pressure him or anything, I would like to date people too, you know."

"Soon, Min. Soon." He reassured.

"Alrighty, now get out so I can get dressed." Chan went downstairs and joined everybody else. After a couple of hours, everybody went home, leaving just Minho and Yongbok. Yongbok was already complaining about missing his precious boyfriend. Minho just ignored him and went to his room so he could be alone. A certain somebody was occupying all of his thoughts.

What if I don't want to stop things with Jisung? I know it's horrible to my brother, but I knew Jisung first. I'm the one who introduced them in the first place. I should be allowed to be with him. After a few seconds, he realized he was being cruel to his brother for even thinking such things. While he may have known Jisung longer, he should've made the move first. But he didn't. And Yongbok did. It was perfectly fair. Besides, he was happy that Yongbok was finally in a good relationship. Jisung was amazing compared to all of Yongbok's exes.

Minho couldn't stop thinking of him. The way Jisung held him and said sweet things to him for hours. But also the fact that he's done the same things with Yongbok and what happened with Minho was just a drunk mistake. It was a conflict of interest for him to even try and pursue anything with Jisung. No matter what, at least one person would end up hurt. He would rather endure the emotional pain than his brother, but didn't he deserve to be happy for once?? Minho hasn't been able to have a relationship with anyone for a whole year because he had to fake a relationship with Chan.

Minho just wanted to be happy without anybody else hurting.