Sirus and Lupins Daughter (Completed)

Alone

'Remus it's been a week since she left Hogwarts and she's been like this like she's not exactly there' Oliver spoke to him while Caitlyn was just sitting in the room doing nothing but staring at the way.

'It's like the time Sirius got took away from her we both knew how that went down, for years she didn't do anything' Phineas said looking at Remus who was now contemplating what to do.

'Phineas this is not the same he is never coming back, back then I promised her Sirius will return but he isn't, she will need time' Lupin said looking down at the table.

'What about the order though' Oliver questioned him wonder what will happen to that 'if there is a meeting she will have to come downstairs' Lupin said looking at the stairwell which he would normally hear footsteps coming down but it's so quiet these days.

'Is there anything I can do, I love her too bit's I hate seeing her like this' Oliver said looking at her father who was just staring and the stairwell.

'Bring them around maybe they can knock some sense in' Lupin said looking at Oliver 'she won't talk to any of them, she didn't at Hogwarts, she only talked to Harry but we both know his situation' Oliver said looking at Lupin.

'I thought that would of happened, both Harry and Caitlyn were close to Sirius they lost someone in their family, just get them' Lupin said and Oliver left his seat to go out the house for their guest's.

He walked in the shop and looked around 'hi Ginny haven't seen your brothers by any chance' he asked her since she was the only one he could find 'yea I'll go get them' she said and walked off he waited near the till and just looked round the place nodding to himself that what they have done is great.

Meanwhile at the house Caitlyn was still staring at the same wall she has been staring at ever since she got home, just like the time when her dad got took away from her.

The scene was playing over and over in her head it hurt her but it didn't go away she hates to admit it but he was her fave parents out the two, he understood her more and he had her attitude when he got back from Azkaban everything was fine again but now it's not death has taken him away from her and she will never see him again, death has took something so precious that it hurt her to even move from where she sits.

She was alone, Oliver couldn't relate to the loss of a parents, and she didn't want to talk to her father about her feelings she likes to seem strong in front of him, she didn't want to bother anyone with her loneliness and how she felt alone, she felt it was better this way, she felt being alone was the best thing for her.

Yes she shared the same bed with Oliver but every dream she has is the scene of where her dad dies right in front of her passing into the veil, death is a painful thing but death could be sweet, she knew her dad wouldn't want her to feel this pain but she couldn't stop the tears or the sadness it was her fault, she could of saved him but no she stood there and let him take the shot, she just stood there and watched as her dad died right in front of her eyes, she wanted to kill Bellatrix right in that moment but she wasn't strong enough she could of used that anger and sadness but know she was to scared so she got hurt instead.

This spiral of thoughts always led her into having a panic attack or a anxiety attack she would cry for ages, she pushed everyone whoever cared for her away and now there is no way they could ever get back in her life, they could never get the old Caitlyn back, death took that part away with her.