Chapter 1

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Taylor's POV

Don't you hate it when your alarm goes off? I do. But I have to get up anyways.

I got up and walked to my bathroom. I took a quick shower and got dressed in some jeans, and a grey tank top. I don't put much effort into my shirts because I put a sweater over them anyway. (to cover my cuts) I dry and straighten my hair and just leave it down.

I then grabbed my concealer and applied it. Then, I put a little bit of eyeliner and mascara. I put some black converse on and walked downstairs.

"Hey Dylan." I said to my older brother. He was sitting at the table and eating cereal.

"Hey Tay. Want some?" He said while holding up the box of Cheerios. I smiled and grabbed a bowl and the milk. I sat down and he served it for me.

"Thanks." I said, eating a spoonful.

"No prob."

We ate in silence until we were both done.

"Want me to drop you off or are you going to walk, like always?" He asked.

He always asked this in the morning. He used to drive me to school everyday until the boys transferred. All of a sudden I started walking.

"No I think I'll just walk.."

"Ya sure?"

"Yes, Dylan. I'm sure."

I grabbed my phone and my bag and walked out the door.

When I was about 5 minutes away from school, I felt something hard hit my arm. Followed by a familiar chuckle.

I rubbed my arm.

"How's Taylor today, huh?"

"I was fine until you showed up."

He got closer until we were inches apart. Wow I just noticed how hot he is.

Stop Taylor, he hates you and you hate him.

"Don't talk back."

I blushed and he backed away. Ricky started laughing.

"Kian you made her blush! That is hilarious! He'd never like you."

He looked at me with a disgusted face. I looked away and let a tear fall. I quickly wiped it away because if they saw, they would just make fun of me even more.

They all bursted out laughing and walked away. I let all the tears fall now that they were gone.

Why do they hate me?! What did I ever do to them?!

I quickly walked to school so I wouldn't be late.

Once I got there I put my stuff in my locker and checked the time.

I still had 5 minutes to kill.

I grabbed my makeup bag and ran to the bathroom. I got my blades and slashed it across my wrist 3 times.

I quickly cleaned them up and put a few bandaids on. I pulled the sleeves down. I walked out of the bathroom and got my stuff.

While I was walking over to class, someone covered my eyes from behind.

"Guess whooo?" They sang. I already knew it was my best friend Jay. He was the best. He knew everything about me. I mean, except that I cut. He has no idea about that.

"Mom? Is that you?" I said jokingly.

"Shut up." He said. He uncovered my eyes and started walking next to me.

"Have you been crying?" He asked. I noticed that my eyes were red and puffy.

"Umm, no..." I said, looking away.

"You're a bad liar, like always." He said. He nudged me. "C'mon tell me. Is it Kian again?" I looked at him. He gave me that look. The I-know-I'm-right-so-just-tell-me look.

"Yea.." I hated when he was right. Which was always. He got in front of me and grabbed my hands.

"Don't listen to them. You're awesome."

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