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Finally free - Dream

Prompt: it's been months since the dream is locked up in the prison and no one out of sam who's his guard never came to visit him. He grows tired of it and yeah lava
TW
Suicide

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Dream pov

It's been months, months I was  locked  in here . No one beside Sam came to visit me and  even that ,  he didn't actually want to see me, it was just his  job. He didn't care about me , he despised me , just like everyone else.

I sat down on the floor, layed my back against the cell wall , staring right into the lava. I missed my friends and the others .
Sapnap..
Tommy...
George....
Fundy..
But could I even call them friends anymore? They all hate me.
i missed all of them , but they didn't. They didn't miss me , they were better without me , they didn't care about me being locked up , losing all my freedom. After all i had done , they obviously wouldn't even ask for me. So they left me to rot here , but I deserve it.  I had lost everything  and I deserved it.   Being locked up in here caused me to hear voices and see things  , whichever drove me a little bit crazy but i deserved it.  At this point i didn't really care either , it would bring me a little bit of company , the good side of being crazy! I  stared into the lava few more seconds before a thought popped up in my mind

I could just kill myself right here right now.

I was tired of living in  this cell , kept trying to find a way to get out when the solution was right in front of me during all this time

The lava

I could drown myself in the lava

No one could stop or save me.

i smiled , it felt cold in here. i wanted to feel the warmth again , even if i it killed me

Just

One more time

Thinking of all i could have done with my friends,  all the great memories i could have made with them
I had to ruin my chances because i was had been a
Selfless hypocrite bastard.
I hurt everyone around me.
I destroyed a whole country .
There was no way i would be forgiven ,
There was no way.
There was nothing left for me ,
This was my only chance
To get
Peace again

I grabbed one of my books which I had been given the day I got locked up and wrote a little letter  so Sam  wouldn't think I escaped or something.

Dear Sam
If you're reading this
It means that I am gone
I am truly sorry for everything I've done , to you and the others , I understand why I've been locked in here I now understand that I deserved it
I've broken too many people at this point that there's no way back
And I understand
I've been an awful person throughout this year
And I have done awful things
And I understand
I understand everything that has happened to me i do agree that I deserved it
But lately my mental health has been at its worst state and I couldn't take it any longer
I missed being around people so much
You were the only person who was here with me but yet I felt as alone as I actually am
But it's ok
I'm free now
I am sorry that I couldn't actually make you a real goodbye
It was just time for me to go
It's the end of my journey
Please tell Sapnap and George that'll I'll miss them
:)
Sincerely dream.

I stood up , dragging my chains behind me , getting closer to the lava

"Just a few more step and you'll finally be free from your chains" i whispered to myself
I could feel the heat radiating from the lava
i stood there for a big 5 minutes , trembling.

Was this the right way?
Am I not making a mistake
No, it's what the others want anyway
They want me gone

It's the only way to get forgiven To get
Free...

I took a deep breath for the last time Walking through the lava. The warmth surrounded me
And Everything quickly went dark
Not giving me time to make a sound

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Finally free from my chains

Finally
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Dream tried to swim in the lava

FIRST ONESHOT!! :D

i'm still pretty rusty because it's been awhile since i've written in someone pov so i kinda forgot how????
Lmao yeah!
Anyway whoever reading this i hope you enjoyed and had a great day! :]
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