Irresistible

Chapter 5

SUAS POV

I opened the studio but decided to run errands instead of staying in the studio and risk the chance of seeing Siyeon. I head back to my apartment to pack for tomorrow's competition before the "argument" we all decided to carpool to the hotel together meaning I'd go with Siyeon and since I didn't want to tell Jiu about what happened I'm going to have to suck it up and deal with it. I pack some clothes more than for the amount of time we are spending at the hotel, and I decided to maybe tease Siyeon so I packed some lingerie, but nothing that is too much. I set my suitcase and duffel bag by my front door and I head out to go pick up some other things I may need for the trip as well as things for the girls like drinks, snacks, extra towels and things for hair and makeup. After a few hours I give in and go back to the studio I carry all the bags to the office luckily it was just Jiu in there "hey can you help me sort this", I asked hopeful. "Yeah and Siyeon wanted me to ask if you are going through the checklist tonight after the rehearsal", she said grabbing a couple bags. I had completely forgot that I had to go through the checklist and do the pairings "yeah, you come too so you can know who is paired with who", I asked separating the items she agreed and continued as well. "Last private of the night is done all I have now is the comp group", Siyeon said walking in. "That's good", Jiu spoke up. "What's all this?", she asked pointing to the bags. "Stuff for the girls", I answered. "Do we have the final costumes? I want them to run the dance a couple times tonight in them", she said leaning on her desk. I grab my keys and find the one for the costume closet "In there, the first box when you walk in, tights and costumes are in the box", I said handing her the key she nods and grabs the costumes from the room. "Alright I'm going to go to the studio, if you guys want to see it before we go over the checklist come at like 8:15 rehearsal ends at 8:30", she said walking out with the box.

SIYEONS POV

Sua and I haven't talked much since the argument, we kind of swept it under the rug, I get to the studio and to my surprise the girls were all in there waiting. "Hey, guess what I have", I said shaking the box they are walk over excitedly I open the box and pull out each costume they all had the same costumes nude briefs and a nude bralette "How are we doing our hair?", Mina asked raising her hand. "Low pony parted down the middle", I said closing the box. "Do you know what hotel we are staying in and who will room with who?", Jinny asked. "Ms. Jiu and Ms.Sua will go over that after rehearsal, but can you guys go change so we can run the dance and clean anything that needs to be cleaned?", i asked, the girls nodded and walked to the curtain in the corner of the room and got into the costumes. After a few minutes they come out, "How do they feel? Can you move in them?" I asked making sure they were comfortable. They all nod "okay let's see if you can, for warm up do 8 foutetté turns then axel turns across the floor twice on both sides and lastly jetés across", I said even though they hate those sets of warmups. They space out and do the warm ups then we jump straight into the rehearsal for the dance. We run the dance a few times and i made some corrections and then gave them a break. "Ms. Siyeon do you have a boyfriend?", they asked out of nowhere. I choked on my water surprised, "no why would you think that?",  I asked confused. "Well you're pretty and young and you have a hickey and a cut lip which I'm assuming came from the same person who gave the hickey", Yooa said smirking I laugh at how observant she was. "No I don't have a boyfriend because I don't swing that way", I said laughing they were all 17-18 so I felt comfortable saying that to them. "So you have a girlfriend", she said perking up. "Nope", I laughed. "Now that I think about it Ms.Sua had a hickey too, and you two do spend a lot of time together", Mimi said connecting the dots, the girls go wide eyed at the comment. "It's not her", I said not wanting them to end up questioning Sua. "How's the rehearsal going" Sua asked brightly as her and Jiu entered the room. "Good we are taking a break and interrogating Ms.Siyeon", Lisa  said laughing. "About what?", they asked curiously. "Her hickey and lip" Mimi spoke up. Sua gave herself away completely when her face turned red. I look over at Jiu who is holding her laughter "I'm sure Ms.Siyeon doesn't want to disclose that. So let's see the dance rather than the interrogation", Sua spoke while fanning her face with the papers in her hand. They laugh before getting into their spots I play the song and they run through the dance beginning to end making no mistakes, "I love it, you girls are gorgeous dancers and Siyeon you are a brilliant choreographer. What did you think Jiu?", Sua asked looking over to Jiu who wiped a tear. "Yeah it was good", she sniffled making the girls laugh. "Alright let me tell you about the hotel and the competition and the rules!",Sua said sitting on my desk. "The comp is tomorrow but we are staying until Sunday, I want to give you guys a day to have fun and celebrate or mourn a win or loss", she said making the girls laugh. "In room one we have Mina, Yuqi, and Lisa. In room two we have Jinny, Yves, and Jiyoon. And in room three We have Mimi, Yooa, and Yein. Ms.Jiu and Ms.Yoohyeon share doors with minas room and Mimis room. Ms. Siyeon and I's room is across from Jinny's so please be aware and quiet! I also bought and abundance of snacks and drinks so no one can leave the room when they are supposed to be asleep, we will also be taping the doors at 11pm to make sure no one actually leaves, other than that you guys are dismissed and pick up a packing list on your way out", she said setting the lists down. The girls exited excitedly about tomorrow with Jiu following behind. "Great job, the dance looks amazing and they look great", she said before turning to leave. "Sua wait", I said grabbing her hand before she could leave. "What?", she asked nervously. "Can we talk please about what happened Tuesday?", i ask bringing up the dreaded topic. "What's there to be talked about? You said how you felt, I told you how I felt and you obviously don't feel the same way", she said shrugging while holding back tears. "I didn't mean what I said though, the minute I said it I regretted it. I want you and only you Sua", I said honestly. "I need some time to think", she said leaving the room. I sigh knowing there was nothing more I could say I grab my things and I head home and I head straight to my room. I change into comfortable clothes and put on some music to try and distract myself from the whole Sua thing, "Siyeon can I come in?", I heard Jiu on the other side of the door, I turn down my music and I open the door for her. "What's up?", i asked throwing myself back into my bed, "Sua talked to me, she told me about Tuesday", she said shutting the door behind her. "Well if you're here to lecture me save it, I'm already getting the cold shoulder from her and Handong I don't need it from you too", I said sitting up. "I'm not going to lecture you, I know how you are and I know you say things that you don't mean when you are upset, but I also know Sua and how things like that really affect her", she said trying to be understanding. "Look I don't know what's going on between you and Handong and I don't know what's going on with you and Sua but what I do know is that you are the one in the middle of those two I know you and Handong have a history but that's all it should be, she ended it with you, but you keep crawling back to her. Sua is falling for you but you push her away, why do you push her away and go back to someone who is pushing you away?", she asked. I sat there not knowing how to answer and not wanting to answer because if I did I know I'll break down in tears. "I'm not exactly deserving of someone like Sua isn't that obvious? I keep going back to Handong because I know I'll get physical touch and some emotional feelings from her but I'm so scared to go to someone else because I don't want to end up alone. I'd rather push people away and have what Handong gives than to risk it and have something for a few months at most then for it to be gone", I said wiping the tears that had fallen. "Babes, is that really why? You are more than deserving, you are kind and considerate of others, and I know it wasn't your intention to hurt others you were just trying to protect yourself. Look at me love", she said holding my chin so I look at her. "You are worth all the love in the world, you are deserving of love I need you to know that. There is a person who is more than willing to love you unconditionally and who is willing to put up with your antics like your alien language, your perverted jokes, and your constant need to watch the avengers movies. She loves you and I know she does, please please please know that you are deserving of love and happiness not being gaslighted", she said wiping my tears with her thumb. "I love you", I said pulling her into a hug. "I love you too", She said tightening the hug. "I love you more", "I love you most, now get some sleep bc we have a busy day tomorrow." , she said kissing my cheek before leaving. I turn off my music and my lights and get into my bed, I haven't had much success at falling asleep since I got used to Sua being next to me I toss and turn for most of the night coming in and out of sleep, I decided just to go to make myself self some coffee since there was really a reason for me to go back to sleep. I take my cup and I go sit out on the patio I pull my knees to my chest and I just stare out at the city, I sat there thinking over mine and jius conversation. Did I really like Handong or did I like the idea of having her? Then I couldn't help but hate myself for making Sua feel upset that wasn't my intention, but it also wasn't my intention to fall for someone. "What are you doing out here? It's freezing", I look up and see yoohyeon she had a blanket in her hand, she covered me with the blanket before sitting across from me. "I'm just thinking", I answered. "I'm sorry", she said out of nowhere. "For what?", I asked confused. "For telling Jiu and Sua about you and Handong", she said looking down. "Don't apologize it's not your fault! I'm not mad at you", I said leaning forward and grabbing her hand. "I feel like you should slap me or yell at me", she said confused. "I mean I can, but I do that regardless if I'm upset with you or not! Honestly I should thank you because if you hadn't have said it I'd still probably go back to Handong over and over instead of giving Sua and I a shot",I said shrugging. "So you really aren't mad", she asked looking up. "No im not mad, come over here you tall human, so I can hug you to prove it", I said standing up and pulling her into a hug. "I love you kid", I said smacking her bottom before pulling away. "I love you too", she said following me into the apartment. I go back into my room so I can pack for today, I throw my suitcase on my bed and pack the new clothes I had just bought it was more than enough but I had options. "Hey I got you something", I jump at the voice I quickly turn and see Jiu standing behind me. "What the fuck? Why didn't you knock I could have been naked", I said putting my hand over my heart. "It's not like I haven't seen that, anyways here I got you this." She said handing me a bag. I take the bag and pull out what was in it and as fast as I pull it out I put it back in "Um why did you get me lingerie", I asked whispering the last part wide eyed. "What it's pretty and trust me, wear it under whatever you are wearing today! You'll thank me later", she said pulling out the set. "Yeah and what do I wear to match 'That'", I asked referring to the dark green set. She walks over to my closet and pulls out a white long sleeve and a blue red and white checkered dress. "Wear this over top you'll look as innocent as ever but you have this under", she said shaking the bralette in my face. "And why must I wear this?", i asked grabbing the top from her. "Just trust me and thank me later", she said walking out. I close my door and lock it, I don't know why but I felt like I should just listen to Jiu I grab the clothes and the intimates and I go to take a shower. After the shower I put on my outfit which surprisingly was really cute and I pulls my hair back into a ponytail pulling a few strands to hang I grab my suitcase and my bag and we head out, yoohyeon and Jiu go to the studio and I go to suas apartment to pick her up since we are carpooling. I get to her apartment, where she was waiting out front. I park and I help her put her things in the trunk and backseat, "that all?", i asked closing the trunk. "Yup", she said walking to the passengers side. We get in the car, there was an awkward silence the only noise was the radio but even that seemed quiet, it stayed like like for 15 minutes. "You look nice, I don't think I've ever seen you in a dress. It's cute", she said breaking the silence. "Thank you, I like yours too. Yours is more my style", I laughed. She had a black flowy top and black high waisted jeans. "I'm not even going to lie, this morning when I was getting ready I looked in the mirror and thought of you because it's all black", she laughed. Just as our convo started it ended because we got to the studio, i park the car and we go to my room where everyone is supposed to be. "Look who finally showed up", yoohyeon said looking up from her phone. "Sorry traffic", Sua said walking over to the table where Jiu and yoohyeon were. "Ms. Siyeon, You look so pretty", Yves said with a big smile. "Awe thank you, but you are way prettier", I smiled. Her face turned red at the compliment, "Alright, is everyone who is in the body love number here?", Sua asked doing a head count the girls nod and stay quiet. "Okay everyone has the address, I need you girls to have 3 in each car, and they have to be your roommates, the comp is at 5pm, we have a 3 hour drive it is 8:30 right now so we should get there 11:30-12 we are checking into the hotel going to lunch then we are going to the comp, so let's go.", Sua said walking toward the door. We all head out and get coffee for the 3 hour drive.