Irresistible

Chapter 10

SUAS POV

It's been about a month since that night, a month of constant breakdowns a month of pure love and patience from her sometimes I just want to runaway not forever but for a week or two and I've always had that urge since I opened my studio but now my mind seems to be consuming me whole and I'm not sure why. I've had issues with depression and anxiety before but I think this is mainly anxiety which is causing the depression luckily Siyeon has been extremely understanding but I feel sorry since it's my burdens that she has been dealing with. I arrive to the studio and walk in locking the door behind me since I was the only one here I head into my room and I decide to improv I set up my phone to record the dance I move to the music just feeling it throughout I focus on each movement and they just felt right I felt like I was relieving all of my burdens. I finish and walk back to my phone "that was great", I look up and see jiu standing in the doorway. "Thanks", i said saving the video. "How have you been?", she asked walking over. "Okay I guess", I said sitting on the ground. "I won't dig if you don't want me to", she said sitting besides me. "What did Siyeon tell you?", I asked. "Nothing, she won't tell me anything  so I came to the source", she smiled softly. "Some days are better than others im glad I have her though she has made this a lot easier that I feel it should be", I said unplugging my phone. "Well I'm glad she is helping, are you prepared for tonight's lock in?" She asked. "Yeah I have the snacks and drinks in the office and pizza is scheduled for pick up later", i said as we headed to the office. "Hey, lovely girl", i said to Siyeon as we walk in. "Hi baby", she said leaning up for a kiss. I peck her lips and sit on her lap " are you excited for tonight", she asked wrapping her arms around me. "Yeah I always love spending time with my students and my girlfriend", I smiled happily. " what about us", jiu asked, I looked over to her and yoohyeon pouting. "Obviously you guys too but mainly her because I can kiss her and more",i smirked. "Okay do that with her and we'll be here for moral support", jiu said quickly. "What time is it?" Siyeon asked patting my leg. "It's 7 on the dot", i said checking my phone. "I have to go teach my love". She said as we stood up, automatically I pout not wanting her to go but it's her job. "Okay, you can come help with the music or just sit in", she suggested. "No I don't want to intrude on your class, go ahead I'll be fine", I reassured her. "Are you sure?" She asked. "I promise", I said smiling softly. "Okay I'll see you after", she said pecking my lips before rushing to her room. "You two got a lot closer huh?", yoohyeon said closing the office door. "Yeah but sometimes I feel bad because I feel like I smother her too much with myself and my issues", I sighed. "Well I can reassure you that's not how she feels, she always says how she wishes she could do more for you and she wants to help you more but she just doesn't know how to, but she genuinely loves you", jiu spoke up. "You two are practically married, like I'm sure you guys have thought about moving in together", yoohyeon said sitting down. "We actually haven't, it's only been a month or so since we've started dating" I chuckled. "I mean you two started dating after a month of being friends", jiu said. "True, when did you guys move in together", I asked. "After I came out and it didn't go well with my parents", yoohyeon said looking down I smile sadly remembering that time. "What's siyeons relationship with her parents?", i asked. "She hasn't talked to you about them?" Jiu asked surprised. "No why?", I asked concerned. "Well it's the same as yoohyeon but here is the kicker, you know her mom", she said which surprised me. "What how?", I asked. "She owns your apartment building", she explained. "Why didn't she say anything? She came over when Siyeon was there once!", I said sitting back in my chair, just as I sit back I shoot back up "what if she heard us while we were having sex", I asked wide eyed. "You guys are pretty loud", jiu said wide eyed as well. "I know", I said making them laugh. "Anyways let's not talk about this now! We are going to have fun tonight and forget about our issues until therapy circle", yoohyeon said "who thought it was a good idea to do a therapy circle with a room of just girls?", i chuckled, jiu sunk down into her chair  'of course' I mouthed. "Okay jiu let's go grab the things before we have to change", i said grabbing my keys she nods and we head out.