Her Leading Roommate

Wow

          We both got out of the shower and dried ourselves off and had gotten dressed. We went and laid back down in bed to ourselves just enjoying the company of each other without stressing for right now. I slowly fell asleep in Alex's arms and I honestly felt safe in his arms. I knew he would protect me at all costs even if he would have to pass on in life. I honestly couldn't bare losing him, we are young but I know we were made for each other no doubt. I feel him get up and hear someone start crying. I open my eyes to see Alex crying and I hug him. "What's wrong" I ask really worried.

    "It's nothing" he says wiping his tears. "Alex baby tell me I'm here for you, either giving you hugs to you needing to talk please tell me what's wrong." I say to him genuinely. "I feel like your better off without me, I have put you in so much danger I can't bare the thought of you not being with me but you need to it's just going to kills you" he says not making eye contact with me. "Are you breaking up with me" I say genuinely. "I don't want to but it's for the best" he says. "So your giving up on us, is it cause of the baby. Why, after everything we have been through" I say yelling in pain. "BECAUSE SOMEONE SENT ME A THREAT IF I DIDN'T THEY WOULD KILL YOU AND IT WASN'T JUST A SMALL GANG BUT A FUCKING MAFIA" he says yelling at me crying too, I saw his pain through his eyes and that hurt me even worse.

     I backed away from him nodding my head and walking out of the door. I see the city lights lighting the sky up with it's different colors. I was hurt badly from his action towards the situation, why, it was and might always be a question I have on my mind. Just bearing the thought of having to raise our baby alone without him hurt me even more, we were supposed to be a happy family. I just wanted to be by him and support him as I hoped he would somehow do the same. I never really even realized I was crying until I almost couldn't breathe from my huge sobs. I walked in front of a hotel and walked inside. I went to the front desk and asked for a room and paid with my card which had all of my college tuition money but that wasn't happening anymore.

      I step in my room and it was an okay room, it had what I needed and that was fine. I got into the bed and soon fell asleep in the dark hotel room.

       

          3 Months later

  It's been three months and my stomach has grown a bit bigger and I was now in another apartment and had a good cafe job to which I loved. My boss didn't no the situation but he was willing to give me a chance which I will forever be thankful for. It was a regular busy morning when I saw someone I haven't wanted to see in a while. My mother. I slowly asked if one of my coworkers could take her order which they agreed to and I went to the locker room for the staff. I then hear a gunshot which I slowly crept out to see what was happening, It was Alex. He looked bigger, more manly, he had a gun in hand and I saw my mother with a bullet in between her eyes and to be honest I was highly shocked. 

     I stepped out from the room looking at Alex shocked and he looked at me too. We made eye contact and I ran out of the cafe not baring the thought that he was there.