Deku, I Love You (complete, Bkdk)

17: Day 5

(Yes I know, the timeline doesn't make sense, but I have a freaking schedule to go by.)

Izukus' POV 🥦: 

I had arrived at the beach just after sundown. The darkness of night started to close in on the secluded area, bringing in a soft wind of chill. I pulled the hood of my hoodie on, hiding my ears. I walked barefoot on the soft, still warm sand. The waves crashed softly beside me, the soft swoosh of the water a soft lullaby to my ears, mixed with the consistent slowed wind, which was coming in from the side. It'd been an exciting day, and I hated for it to end. I loved the sun and the freedom of the beach. It brought back so many happy memories of my childhood, that had left that warm feeling in my heart and a fluttering with the butterflies of my stomach. I walked down the length of the beach, eyes locked on the line in the distance of the ocean. Earlier I had made sure to leave a blanket out for the walk I was currently taking. It was an open ritual I did when we were younger. Blanket, walk, sleep, found, carried back, woke up. The nightmares were getting better, with the absence of a trigger, but I felt it necessary today. Two more days before we faced reality. Two more days before tests, and homework, and loneliness. 

I knew I was never physically alone. Iida, Uraraka, Tsu, Koda, Kota, Eri, Tokoyami, Todoroki, Kiri, Kami, Jirou, and the rest of 1-A never seemed to be out of sight. But emotionally, I felt so alone because of how different I was from everyone else. I was the boy who never frowned, who always had a smile, the smart one, the nerd, the late bloomer, the clutz. Honestly, I felt so alone because of how bright I was. I sighed and sat on the blanket, spreading out my body to lay down and gaze at the stars the sprinkled the darkening sky. "Oi Deku," I heard but was surprised by the soft tone in Kacchans' voice. 

"What are you doing out here this late?"

"Just thinking, Kacchan."

"About what?" He says, sitting down beside me.

"Lots of things..."

"..."

"..."

"I'm going to miss this place when we leave."

"Me too Kacchan."

We sat in silence for a few minutes, before I started asking him questions.

"Hey Kacchan, what are you most afraid of?"

"WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I GET SCARED DEKU!?"

I rubbed my ear from the loud yell breaking the silence and solidarity of the spot.

"Everyones afraid of something, Kacchan..."

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Katsukis' POV😤:

'Everyones afraid of something, Kacchan...'

I'm afraid of losing you, Deku. Because...

Deku, I love you.