He turned back to Harry and he looked shocked and turned on his heel and came back to me. "Louis ran out of space for all his stuff and put in your bunk so you can sleep with me or you can sleep on the couch if that's more comfortable for you." Harry told me rather skeptically. "I'll stay with you. I'm scared I'll fall while Paul is driving." "Ok." was all he said. And my insecurities came back.
"Unless you want me on the sofa I-". I got cut off mid sentence by Harry saying. "NO!" When he realized all the boys including Paul were staring at us he turned a bright shade of red. "Umm I mean sure it is ok with me."He turned and walked into the bathroom. I quickly went and sat next to Zayn who had only a 10 piece chicken nugget for his meal. "Hey, what happened over there." He nodded over at Louis who had a huge mischievous grin on his face.
"He took up the extra bunk with his junk so I have to stay with Harry." I said, taking a bite out of one of his fries that I stole. Zayn nodded and he was clearly trying to hide the grin on his face. "Do you happen to have something to do with this?" I questioned him. "Me noo!" he turned quickly and started to burst into laughter. Niall joined in right after. I playfully punched Zayn in the arm.
I loved spending time with the boys I've loved since they got together in 2010. He put his hands up in surrender. About 5 minutes later Niall is still laughing and we all just stare at him. He looked just as red as the ketchup on his Big Mac. Harry came out to see what the commotion was and just smiled when he saw it was Niall. He turned and made eye contact with me and sat on the other side of Zayn.
We stole glances at each other. Zayn noticed and got up abruptly and went and sat next to Liam. Harry looked almost nervous so I took the first move and scooted closer to him. Harry's eyes became huge and he ended up relaxing into it and put an arm over my shoulder. Niall out of nowhere started to start laughing so loud it really scarred me. And I grabbed onto Harry and he pulled me closer to his chest.
Niall's laugh was a lot louder than it was on all the interviews I watched of them. I hoped they did not notice how nervous they made me. When we realized it just Niall being Niall we went back to just chilling. Louis was giggling and had his hand over his mouth to try and stop his laughter. I rolled my eyes and got up. "Where are you going?"I heard Harry from behind me. "I'm going to bed." I said with a big yawn following it. I was tired from all of the paps and I needed to see what I looked like.
"Oh, ok." I walked off to the bathroom and glanced at myself. It was not that bad. All the shallow cuts were gone and the deep were almost gone. I got into the bunk that had all caps HARRY. I climbed in and realized it was made for a 6'3, 17 year old boy. Not a 5'4, 16 year old girl. It was a lot of room for me and I felt a little lonely without my favorite 5 guys with me. And at that thought I realized how accepting they are and nice. Was it because of my incident? Did they just feel sorry for me? I fell asleep around 9:30 pm and was quickly awoken an hour later when I felt something warm push up against me.
I turned my head and looked at what it was. There was Harry, he looked very tired so I did not want to scare him so I just closed my eyes. I felt a small tug at my hand. So I raised my head to see Harry looking at me. "Umm... can I cuddle with you please I know I hardly know you, and you don't know me. I was hoping you would." He turned to me again. "Sure, Harry." How could I ever say no to my favorite guy in this world. I scooted closer to Harry and He wrapped his arms around my waist. And pulled me so that I was laying on him. He snuggled into the crook of my neck. He quickly fell asleep. Me soon after. I was glad they were taking a week break. I felt a lot more welcome.
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So sorry it's long.-G.R.
