The next few days Harry was a little distant. Did I do something wrong? I hated to think I hurt his feelings. Paul noticed and asked me what happened. "I don't know why he's acting like this. He was fine a couple days ago." Was my response every time. He only touched me when we went to sleep and he only did it while he was unconscious.
I felt bad that I might have hurt his feelings. "Harry?" I asked when we went to sleep one night. "Yes?" He whispered not trying to wake the boys up. I propped myself up on my elbow. "What did I do?" I asked him. "What do you mean?" He asked. "Why do you hate me?" I laid back down preparing for the blow of insults. "I don't hate you Elli." He turned to me. I looked into the dark abyss at the end of the bunk.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. "Elli I adore you but the hate and the death threats are too much for most fans that have dated me and the boys. The last fan I dated broke up with me because of the hate and I would rather be friends with you than not ever have you again." He paused and looked me in the face and said.
"Eli, I love you." I froze and he seemed to notice.
"I know you don't feel the same but I do." He kept going and I felt fireworks in my heart hearing those words. "I want you to know that I will always love you. I knew there was something different about you when I started to get to know you." He opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off with a kiss.
My first kiss, and it was with Harry Styles. He froze but ended up melting into the kiss. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me harder. He pulled back and said. " No, No I-I can't lose you. Everyone will hate on you and you're going to leave me. I-I-'' He started to get out of the bunk. "Harry, Harry i'm not going to leave you. I already get a lot of hate from my college. It does not bother me." He slowly looked up at me. He had tears running down his face and he looked so broken.
"Harry, it's going to be okay. I love you Harry." I got up and hugged him.
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-G.R.
