ghost of you by 5sos
The cold breeze swift into my hair while I fix my hair into a ponytail.
"Do you want me to help you?" Jaehyun asked while sitting on the other chair.
I nodded, I faced the other side so he can tie my hair properly. I could feel his cold breath from my back.
"thanks." I said awkwardly and smiled at him.
He gave me a sweet smile and I saw his deep dimples once again. Those smile of him could kill a girl anytime.
"I'll play some music." He said and turned the bluetooth on.
I opened some cola and snacks that we could eat. He played some chill music that turned into mellow music.
"do you feel better?" I asked, he was not feeling good a while ago, that is why he asked me to come over.
"thank you.." He said softly while looking down his phone. He bit his lower lip that made his dimple visible.
"I told you, just call me anytime." I chuckled and opened a snack again. "it's never easy to live in this kind of society, huh?" I asked.
He just nodded and looked at the city lights, I could see the loneliness in his eyes.
"then, lets go somewhere else! Where there is joy," I smiled while looking at him.
He giggled with his deep voice, then he proceed to hug me. I could feel his warmth, his heavy breath, his soft fingers.
"That's where I am right now." He stopped to hug me and showed a bitter smile.
"Jaehyun.." I called him.
"Just for today, I promise." He put his hand on my waist, his hands were cold.
I love how safe i feel whenever I'm with him, but I shouldn't feel like this towards him.
"I'll stay a bit longer in America, you know I'm leaving tomorrow and you need to focus on your career." I explained with a heavy heart, trying to catch every breath.
I don't want to show that I'm weak when it comes to him, I don't want him to feel guilty. I don't want him to feel sad because of me.
I stare blankly at the lights, they were beautiful. I hope I could do this again, with him.
"you're so beautiful," I felt his hand climb into my cheek.
"I wish we could stay like this forever." he put some of my excess hair at the back of my ear.
He wiped my tears from falling, and that was the last time I was with him.
