Louis, Liam, Zayn, and Niall were going on a summer trip, and they had their fans choose where they spend their summer vacation. Majority told them that they should be humble via, grasping what the life is like on the countryside. They thought that...
I woke up and felt my wet cheeks. Fell asleep crying again...great. I sat up and sniffled, wiping my cheeks with my sleeve. When there was a soft and quiet knock on my bedroom door, all I did was humm. God I'm pathetic.
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The door opens and my big sister walked in. "Hey...how are we holding up in here?" She asks and I just shake my head. "It hurts Gems...it hurts so much," I answered and she nodded. She joined me in my bed. "I know Hazza, but you need to do something that can help reduce that pain. Maybe hang with the animals?" I looked at her, then outside of my window. "You just need to do something Harry. It's not healthy to keep yourself cooper up in here. It's been three days," she says and I just laid back down.
"Let it be longer then," I said. I heard her sigh and her weight left my bed. "Well mom is here finally, so I'll send her in here," she says, but I didn't say anything to her. I just laid on my side and picked another tissue from the box right next to me. Another knock came on my door, and I turned towards it. It opened and there was my mum.
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She looked at me with saddened eyes. "Hey baby girl, everything is going to be okay," she tells me and joins me in the bed. She cuddled into me, but I turned and she knew what I was doing. She pulled me closer and I broke down for the 15th time for these part 3 days. "Why mum? Why did they do it? Why did they hurt me? Why did they cheat?" I asked as I was sobbing, hiccups breaking my sentences into little segments. "I don't know honey, and I don't know what their intentions were with you, but I do know that if they had a good mind, then they wouldn't even think about hurting a flower like you," she says and I just cried.
She rubbed my back softly and I just couldn't stop crying. "Would I ever be able to forgive them?" "You can. It's your life baby. I can't make those decisions for you. If they want you back, then they have to show you that you can trust them again and that they really do care for you. They have to promise that something like this can never happen again. They have to show you that they are worthy of you and that you can have them in your heart again. How do you feel?"
"I feel...I feel...I don't know. I know that eventually I'll be able to do it. I do believe that I can forgive them, and if they did it again, it may take a lot of time, but I would take then back." "Would you be around if they did it the third time?" She asked me and I shook my head. "The third time just means that the relationship was never meant to be a thing," I said and she seemed happy with that. "Now how about we head on out? I'm sure your animals missed seeing your face?" "They feel emotion mum. They will be able to tell that I'm depressed. I don't want them around when I'm feeling like this."
