There's an emptiness that continuously lingers inside of me. At first I was okay during the day while the sun shone and I was always surrounded by positive people, but that all changed.
As the the days passed I felt like my soul was trapped in a room with no windows, no doors. But someone stood outside of it. Someone that stays permanently but makes conversations sometimes.
Always bringing me down asking about my purpose, my relevance in life, constantly triggering my anxiety. And all I'm left to do is panic in that room of mine. Not knowing the answer always left a dent on my heart.
Suffocated, that's how I felt, that's how I feel. There's no rhythm in my step, no nodding of my head, no joy in my heart, no positive memories left to my existence, no graceful dancing of my soul.
Just complete darkness and vacancy in my mind, soul and heart.
~Britney Heslop
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Show You The Darkness
PoetrySilently walking down this endless pathway, Mind filled with unsaid thoughts but there's nothing left to say... Walking in a whole but weighed down by the shattered pieces of my heart, Wanting life to end when really it didn't even start... Empty a...
