Take Care

Chapter 1

It was one of this hot and muggy summer days, I was really tired and lost myself in thoughts as a the strong squeeze of a little hand took me back to reality. "But i wunna have chocolate right now! Please?!" "Not this puppy look again my friend!" I already knew this trick, and although he is known for his kind and sweet smile, only a few people were able to resist his charm. But sad for him - I belong to this people. Not that you misunderstand me! I love this cute little boy more than anything else! But since I am responsible for his education, I think it's important for him to realize that he can't get everything what he want. Something I had to experience very early.

Since my parents died in a car crash last year I have to take care of my little brother Jamie, who has the purest soul a human being could have. I had to give up a lot. Not that I would ever think of giving Jamie away, but sometimes I just miss my old life. I miss it to think about what I could do in the afternoon with my friends instead of thinking whether the laundry has to be washed or if the money my older sister left is sufficient. My older sister Claire left Jamie and me shortly after the death of our parents.She still lives with us but I see her rarely. She stops by every few weeks and leaves us a bit of money.  Most of the time she is clubbing or she stays with John, whom she has a long lasting on off relationship. This is also the reason why i have no time for myself.Jamie has so much energy and requires a lot of time, and in the afternoons he remains in the kindergarden, I work in a little coffee shop.In the evening I fall into my bed; almost dead. How my school grades are, you can  probably guess. Sometimes I am just so fucking done and I feel like I can't handle this whole situation anymore, but then Jamie looks at me with his blue innocent eyes and I  immediately remember why I'm doing this: He deserves something better. And every night he falls asleep on my chest, after I read him a good night story, is compensating me for the whole stress. I look at him and everything I feel is love, I could never leave him alone. Never. He's my family, my world. And I'm everything he has. I fear what the future will bring for both of us, but there is one thing I am sure: I will give Jamie the start in a nicer life; even if I have to give my youth or my life for that.

"Nessy, Nessy! Look there is a dog!" Jamie was really fascinated and he clapped with his hands full of joy. How could someone just dislike this little angle?! "Yeah, that's a really sweet dog, my dear! But just look at the sky! There are dark clouds raising! We should hurry up!" We were on our way home and Jamie was proudly carrying his Mickey Mouse Bag, while they sky over the long avenue, where we were walking, became darker. Ten seconds later raindrops soaked my white top and the jeans shorts I was wearing and my long brown wavy hair was destroyed by the water, when I saw him. My heart began to beat in an irregular rythm and a cold shiver ran down my spine.

hey guys!

i hope you like the first chapter!

as background music I have choosen Use Somebody-One Direction Up All Night Tour Version , because I think it fits very well to Nessy and Jamie's situation and I love this song !

I just wanted to say that I LOVE PERRIE!I LOVE HER PERSONALITY, HER SMILE AND HER EYES, HER VOICE! EVERYTHING! and this is just a fan fiction what doesnt mean that i dont support zayn and her! she is beautiful and I can totally understand  why Zayn has chosen Perrie ♥ And why Perrie has chosen Zayn ;) ♥

No fear, the story is gonna be a lot better and more exciting, but at the beginning I just have to introduce some basics;)

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I've been roaming around,

always looking down and all I see

Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody

You know that I could use somebody

-Use Somebody-